Thandolwethu His Love

Chapter Thirteen

Nkanyezi's POV
It's that time of the year, it's three weeks before Christmas and I don't know what this year's plan is and the funny thing is nobody is talking about it. Melokuhle finally decided to pick a wedding day, February 21, I just hate the whole month of love thing but otherwise it's ok. She has three bridesmaids and the maid of honour hasn't been revealed, of course I designed our dresses I don't want to walk down the aisle looking like a granny because I really don't trust her fashion opinion. The only thing that worries me is the traditional side of this which is not going well, if they expect to find dad they can just forget it-why can't they send it to our aunt, it's the only choice here but Lubanzi had to go digging unnecessarily. I am bored and lonely, Melokuhle has been going to KZN almost every three weeks to visit her man, I hang out with Imani it never ends well. I miss him but I'm still trying to figure out what he expects of me. I will never leave him again and I'm glad I've learnt that, I should go see him.

The boutique is my favourite place but no matter how much I draw and design I will still miss him after wards, he doesn't text or call so I know everything is up to me. I think he wants me to show him I'm done playing games which was never my intention. Fuck this, I'm going, I booked myself a flight and left orders to my new assistants and manager. I leave tomorrow, I'm happy I found an early flight.

I got home and packed, I don't want to call for him to not answer so I'll just barge in his house I guess, I booked my myself into a hotel just in case. I received a text from Loyiso, he wants to come over so I agree. I changed into something decent and I heard his car pull up, I let him in

''Hey'' Loyiso

''Hey'' Me

He looks drunk as fuck

''Are you ok?'' Me

''You're so beautiful, do you know that?'' Him

''What happened?'' Me

''I never stopped loving you Nkanyezi'' Him

Alcohol can be such a bitch when it wants to

''Just tell me what happened''

I help him to the couch, we sit and glare at each other

''I want you to choose me'' Him

''Loyiso...

''He doesn't deserve you!'' Him

''And you do?'' Me

''Baby I try, I'm not perfect'' Him

I chuckle sarcastically

''I already chose him''

He grabs my face and pins me down on the couch, he kisses and I respond. This is the thing with Loyiso, he is messed up but I still want him, he cheated on me and I still want him, he is married but I still want him

''Loyiso stop!''

''I love you'' Him

''You don't, the only thing you did was lie and cheat!'' Me

Tears rolled down and I quickly wiped them, why am I not over him?

''I'm sorry'' Him

''You want to cheat on your wife?'' Me

''I don't love her, it's an arranged marriage'' Him

''Then learn to love her!'' She is your wife, a woman does not want to feel neglected!'' Me

''I'll leave, I'm sorry'' Him

I hug him and our eyes lock. I walk him out and lock up. What just happened?