His Baby

Chapter 6: To Wait or Not To Wait

"If we ever have sex again, you're using a condom. I am definitely not getting pregnant ever again."

"Why can't you just go on the pill?"

I groan, then throw a pillow over him, glaring at him. "Just get the fucking condoms!" God. He's such a jackass, and he can't just expect things like that from me.

It's better if he buys condoms instead of me going to the doctor, getting a prescription, and remembering to take the pill every day and hopefully not missing it. That would take longer than him having to run to the store and buying a box which would take less than an hour to do.

The way looks at me when I'm sitting near him makes my forbidden area wet. The narrowing of his eyes, his lips turning into a smirk, and the way he puts his hands in his deep pockets. If he was rubbing himself, I wouldn't be able to tell unless he moans or makes another aroused sound.

"So, if I get them, are you saying we can have sex?" He puts one foot in front of the other till he's inches from me.

"If you're single...there's a strong possibility that we will later. If you aren't single, then no way in hell. I don't want to be a home-wrecker and ruin a relationship because I'm not that type of woman and never will be."

"I've kissed you. We've made out and almost gotten to second base several times. I'm not a player, and I don't like hurting women. Maya, I want to be with you. No one else." He holds my hands, slowly pulling my body against his. His hands wrap around my waist as his beautiful green eyes drift up to look into my plain brown eyes.

My heartbeat increases instantly because his hands lower down my back to rest just above my hips, on my ass. He's really not subtle, and he just goes straight to it. "Right now?" His lips touch mine gently.

"Get the condoms," I whisper on his lips, then smile and bite my bottom lip seductively. "Now." In a matter of seconds, he's out of the room and running down the hallway. I can't believe I'm going to sleep with him again. I mean, I kind of feel attracted to him, but should I have sex with him just because? Maybe I should wait to see if I fall in love with him.

I sit on the edge of the bed and think about it for a minute. This is going to be a mistake if I sleep with him now. I don't want to ruin this 'cause I'm a good girl. I'm going to make him and see if he respects me enough to wait till we're in love.

"I'm back!" He runs into the room, panting and trying to catch his breath.

"Let's wait. We should wait." He looks at me for a second, not saying a word.

"Y-yeah. We'll wait. We can wait. Definitely. I-I don't want to rush it." He walks over and sits down next to me. "I don't want you to think I'm just going to sleep with any girl I like."

"Thanks." I peck his cheek quickly and smile softly. "This means so much to me, Nathan. You probably don't even know how much."

A couple months pass, and before I know it, Emma is already four months old; she crawls all over the place and giggles when the guys make funny faces at her. I think they love her just as much as Nathan and I do.

"Well... Siva and I will watch her for a few hours. You two go out and have some fun." Nareesha takes Emma and gently bounces her on her lap.

"We love this little cutie pie so so very much!" Nareesha kisses her cheek a couple times then Emma giggles and claps her hands together.

"Thank you, you two. We'll be back really soon. Just call either one of us if you need anything at all." I kiss Emma's cheek and leave with Nathan and the rest of the guys.

We party for over three hours at a club downtown, drinking, dancing, and singing along to every song we know. Nathan's hands never leave my hips the entire time we're dancing. I turn my back to him and grind up against him. My head turns to look behind me then I see him biting his lip and looking down at my ass.

"Stare much?" I laugh and face him once again. He laughs and tilts my head so our eyes meet. He leans closer until his lips are just an inch from mine. My hands reach the back of his head, then I entangle them and pull him down into a passionate kiss. His tongue thrusts past my lips forcefully and invades my entire mouth. He forces my hands down into the back of my skirt, pulling me against his body. The way his body moves with mine feels perfect like we're meant to be together.

"Let's go back to the room." His lips touch my ear as he whispers to me.

Before I can answer, he pulls me to the club exit and outside to a waiting taxi. He gets in after me while he holds onto my hand. Once we pull, he pays the driver, pulling me out and inside the hotel, straight to the elevator. "Eager are we?" I bite my lip, giggling.

"Very." He pins my arms above my head and assaults my neck with hungry kisses. "I can't wait a single moment longer, Maya."

"I can't either." My breathing and his become staggered. "It's been so long... And it's a good thing we have the room to ourselves."

When the doors open, I get off him and head straight to our room. My heel breaks off then I hear Nathan laugh before he ends up sweeping me in his arms bridal style. He inserts the key card and pushes the door open with his foot. He drops me onto the bed and crawls up to me slowly. He slowly pulls down my skirt till it's off. His hands reach the top of my blouse, and he pulls it off before I do the same with his shirt.

"Condom. Put it on." I put my hands on his firm, six-pack of abs, biting my lip flirtatiously. "Right now."

He bites his bottom lip and then pulls a condom out of his pocket. He stands at the edge of the bed and unzips his jeans slowly like he's trying to tease me and make me even more anxious."If you don't get over here now, I'll take care of myself." A smirk comes across my face. He doesn't take a minute longer, and he tears the wrapper open and puts it on.

"You will not do that. I want to take care of you." He crashes his lips onto mine while he straddles my bare hips.

This is absolutely crazy. What am I doing? I'm about to have sex with the father of my baby girl. Why? I have no fucking clue. Alcohol does crazy things to good people.