The magic of flirting in the rain

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I remember that life used to be easier before when I was a little girl. Love was just an illusion, and it always had a happy ending. Maybe that is our problem with real love; maybe we are all too busy looking for a happy ending when the truth is that we should not care about the ending at all.

I used to worry about a lot of things when I was a child, things that used to be important to me at that moment until they were not anymore. I think that the world changes as we grow. The people in our lives change us; we learn from the lessons they teach us. That is, somehow, why we are all different; that is why we all have a big impact on someone else's lives, just the way you did with me.

I guess I will never know why we always have to get hurt when we care about someone, or why having feelings have to be always so complicated. I guess that is the hardest part of life, avoiding getting hurt by fighting a battle against our own feelings for someone else. I tried it, I really did, and I lost the battle again.

I remember how into you I was, and it hurts. I swear that it still hurts.