never, ever,
did I think you'd do that.
never, ever,
did I think you'd steal that much from me,
the thing that I thought I had control over.
I thought it was done,
the torture,
endless screams of pain that were never heard
never, ever,
did I think I'd have to deal with this guilt
feeling so ashamed.
never, ever,
did I think it'd get worse.
but it did.
im ok. im pushing through and ill tell you the full story another time. this happened a while ago and ive been trying to see how to put it into words. some of you may have interpreted right, some wrong. but ill be ok, i promise
