Songs to listen to for this chapter.
The Neighbourhood- #icanteven. I chose this song because he's going through exactly what she's going through. Cheating._________
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I pulled my phone out to check the time but it was completely dead.
I've been walking for about an hour and it's safe to say that I have another 2 hours to walk.
I didn't have money to buy a bus or train ticket. So I was stuck in the cold soaking wet.
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__I walked into the house letting myself in before kicking my dirty sandals off and making my way upstairs.
To be honest my body was aching mentally and physically.
I walked into the bathroom stripping why'll switching the hot water on before stepping into it and engulfing the hotness that took over my body.
As I was deep in my thoughts, I saw that the water had already reached the brim so I switched it off.
I pulled my legs to my chess hiding my face in my knees before I felt myself shatter.
Soon I started crying and crying soon led to full on sobbing.
I was shaking and beyond broken. After all this time of him thinking he loved me he was really just playing me. I actually thought he'd changed.
I laid my legs out flat before sliding down letting the water take over my whole body.
I took a deep breath before going under water. I felt my messy hair float around me.
Soon after I got out because my hands were beginning to become soggy.
I wrapped a towel around my head before wrapping one around my waist.
I walked into my room dropping my towel before air drying my hair.
I slipped on a heavy shirt before slipping some Pink Shorts on.
I pulled my hair up into a messy ponytail because right now my appearance didn't really matter to me right now. Nothing really mattered up to this point.
I left my phone dead not wanting to here from nobody and the sad part is he thinks I doesn't know that he was kissing another girl and I bet if I ask him he'll deny and that's what hurts the most...that not only did he cheat on me but that he would actually lie to my face.
The wrest of the night I kept replaying that scene in my mind Which made me sob even harder.
Until I noticed...he didn't really love me.
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Nothing To A King // Nate Maloley
Fanfiction"You Can't Fly Unless You Let Yourself Fall."