Nothing To A King // Nate Maloley

Chapter 47

I feel so bad for yelling at Nate but he deserved it. He lead me on then just crushed me. But when I left I saw Jenn and Andrea talking to him and the way his face looked. He looked guilty and afraid. Andrea or Jenn must have told him what he did.

He took my heart and just stomped on it. My dignity and confidence was slowly disappearing because of the way he humiliated me.

I walked out heading towards my locker only to see Gilinsky there.

"Rachel..."

"Save it. If you're Tryna help out Nate. There's no need. I know what I saw."
I said rather harshly.

"Rachel. You're being unfair." he said.

"I'm being unfair?!" I bursted. "Yeah I'm being unfair by being a loyal girlfriend." I said sarcastically.

"Just let him explain. He told me what happened but I want you to here it from him. It's not my story to tell." He said.

I slammed my locker as the bell ring signaling that it was dismissal.

I guess I was walking home. Usually Nate, or Jenn would take me home. But one was sick the other one was ignorant.

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I walked in the house to see that mom had went to work and dad left. Thankyou. I need the house to myself rightnow.

I undressed before slipping on some short shorts and a croptop and putting my hair up into a messy bun.

I walked downstairs only to see Nate sitting on my couch.

"Nate?" I asked.

He stood up as quick as I said his name.

"Rachel-"

"Get the hell out of my house! How the fuck did you even get in!" I yelled.

He looked really surprised by might outbreak but so was I.

"Just let me explain." he says as his eyes start welling up with tears.

Suck it up Wierdo. I mentally highfived myself.

"No. Can you please leave?" Im sorry I feel like laughing ok? I have no feeling anymore to be honest.

"Please."

"No-"

"Rachel. GodDamnIt! You're being so difficult. You don't even know the real story now let me fucking explain." he suddenly yelled.

Now I was crying. Wimp.

I nodded letting him know that I would let him explain.

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By the end of the story I was in tears. So that's what really happened.

"I'm sorry ok?" He said.

"I need time." I said almost automatically.

"But I j-"

"I said I need time." Wiping my tears turning away from him.

I heard him curse under his breath saying how he should have brought flowers or something.

It's not his fault now he's putting himself down because of this one specific girl.

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Sorry I haven't updated. You guys probably heard about the whole Zayn Leaving One Direction Situation.

Some of you guys might not be a Directioner but this personally was the worst thing to here.

I've been with them ever since they they were formed a band.

Blaming myself about the whole situation. I feel like we failed him as a fan up to the point where he wanted to quit. I know he said he quit because he wanted to live a normal life but do you believe it.

I Fangirl even if there first name is mentioned.

One Direction was my life now it'll never be the same.

It's just that the band isn't complete without number 5.

I'm just so sad. I've been listening to 1D (Up All Night, Take Me Home, Midnight Memories, and Four) nonstop.

All fandoms are all tryna be here for us but honestly all of want is for the band to be complete.

Some of you guys are prolly like oh that's a stupid why you didn't update. But whatever you can easily unfollow me and delete my story from your library.

Some of you are prolly happy he left but you're not cool if you think so.

I'm so far up 1Ds ass it ain't funny.

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