"God , it's brutal out here"
<>OLIVIA POV
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I sat down on the bathroom crying , wearing her favorite hoodie that smelled just like her , while drinking a bottle of champagne.I screamed and screamed and screamed until I couldn't.
I cried and cried and cried until I ran out of tears to cry.
I thought and thought until there was nothing to think about .
I wondered and wondered and wondered, what may have happened if I told her to not leave and stay here .
"Maybe she wouldn't be dead and gone , she wouldn't have left me , but I know it's not her fault ."
"It was those motherfuckers who killed her , hit her , killed her and now I'm empty inside, and all I wanna do is die , die , die ."
But I promised her I'd see her in another life , and I'm going to keep my promise.
I looked at my phone and saw my mom calling me but I didn't even care to answer.
Everything that I wanted , everything that I had dreamed of , fucking gone .
We were gonna get married, have children, adopt animals, support even more charities than we did before, travel the world , going to visit sick children, we were gonna do so much but now that's over .
She was there when everybody left me , disowned me , she loved me more than I loved myself, she cared unlike anyone else , she actually was my soulmate, a soulmate I lost , she was my best friend, and I would never look for love again because there's no love like her's.
Because god it's brutal out here.....
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FanficOlivia and Y/n had been past lovers before Y/n got into a car accident coming home from seeing her aunt but she ended up not making it , Olivia was depressed and could never move on and love someone else. She always wished for Y/n back until one day...