dear Alia, I know you will never truly understand how I understand you but you make cases of lachrymose disappear when you protect me from b r u c e 's harsh comment. i don't know why i love you so much maybe its my bad taste in people you never made me cry and your so sweet i wish i knew your feelings for a plain, dumb girl like me. why are you so hard to understand but then again i kinda avoided you a bit you didn't notice and still stuck to me maybe you are a bad tree to bark up but i have feelings for you. we share daddy issues and your always there for me you make sure no one judges me you're like my protector hope you don't leave me like the others you understand the reason why i never say thank you to you because every time i said thank you to one of my friends they ended up leaving me. i like how you took even a few mins out of your day to help me name some silly freestyle i made. you helped me get courage to realize i'm better than the people that hate me you make days seem so much better. you make my rain seem like clear suns i love you but that's hard to say. i'm not sure why just yet but in my household girls liking girls is forbidden and i don't wanna get kicked out from this place i barely can call home you make the constant arguing that my aunt and uncle do seem like normal talking
why do like you not sure but i do we are like clairos song sofia how well we would go to together if you would like me back but i cant blame you cause you dont know yet we've known each other since 5th grade i came late in February i only remember cause it was a week before my birthday which is February 28 sorry for the short chapter , a/n out.....
