MCYT preferences (Discontinued)

23. Self-Harm Scenarios

Mega trigger warning!!!
This will have mentions, and descriptions of self harm. If this is a triggering subject to you, than please don't read this chapter.
If you are feeling like hurting your self, or even worse, like ending it all, you can DM and Talk to me, or call the suicide hotline. Your life is worth more than you know guys <3

Now onto the angst (PS. if I somehow don't treat this with enough care, PLEASE TELL ME! I don't want to be insensitive.)

Dream
If he catches you.
He'll get really sad, but he won't start crying or overreact, since he doesn't want to make you feel worse.
He'll be as mature as possible, and wrap up, and clean your cuts.
He'll ask you why you do it, he's all ears.
He'll also not leave your side after, he'd keep most sharp objects away from you.

If he finds scars.
He'll gentle rub his fingers over the scars, and tell you that you don't have to do that anymore. That he's there for you.

George
If he catches you.
He's upset you didn't tell him you were feeling this bad about yourself, but he won't scold you, since that's not the move.
He'll patch up your wounds the best he can, and tell you how much he needs you around, and not to do that to yourself.
He tells you to talk to him when you ever feel this bad about yourself.
You are now always in his sight, so you can't do that anymore.

If he finds scars.
He won't point them out, but if you were to let them, he'd probably kiss them, as a how that he's there for you.

Sapnap
If he catches you.
His eyes would start watering up, and he'd snatch away the object you were using to do that and throw it away.
He'll clean the wounds, then hug the shit out of you, and let you cry it out.
He probably would start crying with you, since he doesn't want to loose you to that.
He'll let you rant, and he'll comfort you.
You have now lost the privilege of having sharp objects when he's not around.
If your caught with one, he'll take it, and do whatever you were doing with said object for you.

If he finds scars.
He'd just be happy to know there scars, and aren't fresh, hence you stopping.

BBH
If he catches you.
Forget the maturity and the calmness he normally has, he would start bawling.
He'll be fixing you up, while barely being able to see through the tears.
He will hug you, and cry, while attempting to comfort you.
You are both a pile of tears, and sorrow at the moment.
He doesn't mean to make you feel bad, so he'll make some muffins, since "Muffins take the pain away."

If he finds scars.
He'll ask to doodle on the with markers. He'll draw bandaids, smiley faces, etc, and wake art out of you scars.

Skeppy
If he catches you.

If he finds scars.

Need I say more?

Tommy
If he catches you
He freezes.
He screams.
And he calls MotherInnit to help you.
He'd completely crack out of his goofy shell, and start bawling, and hugging the shit out of you.
Motherinnit helps fix you up, and she leaves you and Tommy to talk this out.
He's sad, your sad, everyone's sad.
He tells you to not ever do that to yourself, if not for you, than for him.

If the finds scars.
He'll ask you in a gentle voice if you stopped, and is happy when you say you have. "Yeah bitch, not even sadness can kill this women/man/person, take that Depression!"

Tubbo
If he catches you.
He's strangely mature about it, but he feels like he's dying inside after seeing that.
He'll patch you, and tell you to not do that, since he cares for you too much for you to do that.
He doesn't understand why you do it, and he wonders if it's him.
And now he's sad.
Well fuck.

If he finds scars.
Like Bad, he asks to draw in them, because he wants these to not bring back sad memories, but also good ones with him.

Wilbur
Though he understands being sad, and depressed, he doesn't understand why somebody as beautiful as you would ever do this, or feel that way.
He'd starting crying a bit, and he'll clean you up. Once he's done crying, he'll hold your hands, look you in the eye, and say, "I've been there too. It's not worth it. Someone as beautiful, and as perfect as you shouldn't have to be plagued by such thoughts."

If he finds scars.
He will simply ignore them, since he knows that they are nothing but bad memories. He just wants you to forever move on from that.

Quackity
He gets mad, but not at you, but at himself for not realizing this.
He'll do his best in cleaning your wounds, then ask you what he could do to help you through this, and if your doing this because of him.
He would never forgive himself if it was because of him.
Tries his damnedest to make that day be nothing but good, and fun, so you could cheer up.

If he finds scars.
Probably would say that your beautiful no matter what scars you may have without any context, and he wouldn't give you any.

Ranboo
Deadass would probably faint from the shock. Motherboo would patch you up, and take the both of you to bed.
When he wakes up, he'd try to find you, and would hug the shit outta you.
He's definitely crying, telling you not to do that to yourself.
You can bet that you aren't getting rid of him for a while. You'd be going to the bathroom, and he'd be outside, making sure you ain't doing nothing.

If he finds scars.
Sadboo.
Tells you to never do this to yourself, since he doesn't want to loose you. If you let him, he'll doodle on the like Tubbo, as if to mask the pain from the past.

Im not depressed? You are-
This lowkey made me sad making this.