Take your time

chapter 8

Chapter 8:

The next day I woke up early, I made pancakes and tea for the breakfast.

Violet was still sleeping i decided to go and wake her up unless she planned to miss her school , which obviously wasn't allowed . When I went to her room I knocked but it was of no use as she was sleeping, I opened the door and saw her sleeping with her teddy bear cuddled up , she was looking so peaceful in her sleep. I sat on the bed next to her head and woke her up , she did throw tantrums but then I managed to wake her up and push her to bathroom to get ready .

We both got ready and then drive to school, the school was normal as usual nothing special, I talked about what happened yesterday night to zayn ,  he was happy that violet confronted what she really felt. me and violet weren't awkward at school , it was just the same that used to be before.

Violets pov:

in the morning harry woke me up, after yesterday night i felt so much relieved about the confrontation , he was a pretty good chef he made good pancakes for breakfast, i tried my best to not be awkward or weird and just go back to where we were before the dinner night, i told Lauren about my and Harry's conversation , he liked me more than a friend was something floating in my mind, i was all messed up in head when i realized i told harry that i liked him, i mean i liked him but was it not to early to tell him,  all these thoughts occupied mind. 

the school was over me and harry were going back to his house, i was so occupied in my thoughts that i said " i don't know if it is even fair " aloud which i was supposed to just think about. 

" what's not fair?" harry asked and i realized i said it aloud 

" ahm-ah-nothing, i wasn't supposed to say that aloud." i stuttered 

"violet i know you have a habit to overthink things a lot  but calm down ok? that is not going to help talk it out or do the thing which you feel right without giving it a million thought."  harry said 

 i was so messed up with my head, i thought to not care and just say whatever was on my mind to harry.

"ok can you pull the car aside i need to talk ?" i said and he pulled the car aside 

" So for next few seconds i am going to say somethings that might mess up things but i really need to clear somethings because the constant thinking is already buffering my head." i said and he was quietly listening 

"harry, i know i told you that i like you, and i do more than a friend, i just think it is unfair for you, after we both confessed to each other i am still messed up in head and taking a step back to date or even confront things to myself, i am just here complicating things in my head and making things worse , you just make things so easy and comfortable to talk to i don't think i even deserve this or you." i said and tears rolled down my cheek 

" hey don't cry, i know it is hard for you and it is ok i am here to support you ok? you just mess up things in your head and make up situations that is far away from reality, and i will be always here to talk and never ever say what you deserve and what not, you are the finest and the kindest soul i have come across never let yourself down." harry said comforting me 

" but i just mess things up, it never sounds fair that we like each other but then we don't date because of me and the reason is unknown to me, isn't that really unfair for you." i said still tears rolling down my cheeks

" no it is not , it is ok to take time and there is no rush for us to date i would be over the moon if we but i wont be able to forgive myself if i rushed things when one of us wasn't ready." harry said