kehlani imagines

Toxic

Y/N's POV
damn, i'm really missing her right now. her touch, i've been craving it all day, more and more by the hour. her feel, the softest person i've ever touched. it's crazy cause we've not even together anymore, but yet i still...love her.

we go back every once in a while just for a little bit but then break things off. i know she's bad for me, i know it, but a part of me still wants her.

she broke my heart, and she continues to do it, but something in me won't let her go away that easy. maybe i should just call her.

maybe i should just pull up to her house. maybe we should invite her somewhere. it doesn't even matter, i just want to see her.

i want her hands on mine. her hands on my body. i just want her.

maybe i should just pull up unannounced, but then i'd have to leave her house early as hell and i can't do that. i think i'll just call her and tell her to come over.

i pick up my phone and dial her number.

"hello?"

"come over."

"why?"

"because i miss you."

"everyone misses me, what's your point."

"i need you."

"hmmm, i don't know, last time you said that, you ended kicking me out of your house."

"i mean it this time."

"sorry baby, i can't do that right now."

"why not?"

"i have someone coming over?"

"who?"

"someone i met last week, we've been getting to know each other."

"oh wow, so that's how it is?"

"what do you mean? we're not even together anymore ma."

"okay? you're still mine, i don't care what you have to say."

"oh yeah?"

"mhmm."

"i am?"

"mhmm."

"so act like it."

"okay." i hung up the phone, grabbed my keys, and made my way out the door.

i got into my car and started driving to Lani's house.

she didn't live too far from me, so this would not be that long.

i got there shortly after and i parked next to her car and waited a few seconds before getting out.

i get out the car and walk up to her door.

should i knock? no, i have a key. i unlock the door and see Lani sitting on the couch. she looked back and saw me.

"oh, so you actually came?"

"yes, and i'm not leaving."

"you have to though."

i started walking to where she was and got on top of her.

"why?"

"i told you already, i got a date coming over."

"well, i'm not leaving."

"why you always do this, hmmm?" she put her hands on my thighs and lowered her eyes.

"because you always always do this."

"what do i do? please enlighten me."

"you always hang out with random bitches, i don't like that, then you got the nerve to tell me to leave so you can hang out with one of them."