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a/n
sorry this took so long.

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i sat down next to joan. the man across the table started talking "hey y/n, i'm gary its nice to meet you."

"nice to meet you too," i said giving him a completely fake ass smile. cindy sat down on the other side of the table right across from me and everyone looked at her. she gave a small smile but no one smiles back. i felt so bad. everyone continued their conversations.

alice tapped me on the shoulder, "what the hell y/n, why is she here?"

"how would i know she just followed me in here," i said rolling my eyes to show i don't care about cindy to alice but i kind of did. arnie and joan got up to get their lunch and i followed them. there was an option of salad or hot dog along with fruit and some chips. i just grabbed the salad i wasn't that hungry. i looked behind my shoulder to glance at cindy, alice said something to her and she said something back. i hurried up in line and walked back.

"god alice can you just forget about it, it was a long time ago." cindy said getting annoyed.

"no your a snitch cindy" alice scolded her.

"cindy just stop okay," i said in a rude tone to get alice's attention, "why don't you just go find your perfect boyfriend?" alice had a grin plastered on her face. i looked at cindy and she looked hurt. she scoffed and got up, headed to the door, and walked out.

"thanks y/n," alice said giving me a high five. i turned back to my stupid salad and thought about cindy, she'll forget about it she's probably with her boyfriend anyway. i continued to eat my salad.

joan whispered in my ear "don't think i don't see the way you look at her, there's a connection." i looked at her worried because i didn't want her to say anything to alice. "your secret is safe with me" she said putting her arm around my shoulder. "kurts kinda hot right? oh, wait sorry, i forgot your into girls."

i laughed "he's disgusting, please don't." she giggled at my comment.

i got up and walked over to the dish room. "excuse me, do you need any help?" i asked the lunch lady.

"oh no dear, thank you tho" she answered.

i walked out of the room and 2 people entering the hall got my attention. tommy and cindy were walking back to our table. i went over there and he had his hand on her thigh, i scoffed. i went over by arnie.

"who is the tommy kid?" i asked him staring at tommy.

"oh he's cool he's just dating cindy so alice isn't really a big fan" he answered.

"okay thanks" i patted him on the shoulder.

i walked back to the other side of the table and grabbed joans hand "come on i'm getting bored."

we walked to her cabin. when i walked in the was a slight smell of marijuana. i opened the windows. joan pulled out a joint. "thanks joan i needed this" i said to her sighing.

"ofc y/n" she lit the joint with a match and gave it a pull. she exhaled and it smelled strong but at least we had the windows opened. "so do u like her?

"hm?" she passed me the joint and i took a pull.

"cindy and you, i can tell that you're trying to hide it from alice," she said laying back on her bed and staring at the ceiling.

"i can't tell it's only the first day but i like being around her, i'm just nervous about alice," i said pass her the joint. "but why do you like kurt, he's so ugly"