(Idk why the better pic are sideways but what ever ill fix them later hopefully)
Angst is related to the last pic.
Garret hummed softly putting his hair up before feeling a pair of strong arms scooping him up and spinning around he giggles loudly and looks to the face he was so proud to call his love. He set his hand on his lovers face and sighs happily. His eyes closed as he leaned into a kiss. A palace guard, a spur of the moment meeting. A kitsune to young and to in love to think of the repercussion of his own action in a time less forgiving. They lavished in the moment, holding each other close and laughing.
Garret falls to his knees, his lover looks up at him with a love so strong but his life behind those eyes fading quickly. Garret sobbed and held pressure to the wound, getting covered in blood. He jump feeling a hand touch his cheek, "My darling kitsune, I love you forever. It is my time, let me go." His voice was weak and fading, he smiled at the kitsune wiping away tears. Garret hold his love hand sobbing harder, shouting of anger and hatred getting closer. He felt the life finally slip from his love. He screamed out to the heavens in anguish. The people response able for his love murder stood around the grieving kitsune.
"DEMON! WITCH! TO HELL WITH YOU! CORRUPTING OUR CHILD AND MEN!" The towns people shouted at the kitsune. Garret growls lashing out like he never had before. In a blur the Kitsune was feasting on the souls of the poor bastards who killed his love, covered in to much blood, unable to tell which is his to the rest. Blood drips down his jaw as he looks up to the sky as it starts to rain.
That day on Garret had changed promising himself never to have another serious relationship, he can't go through the pain of losing another love. Flirting and hooks up became his life, craving what he had once more but refusing it for himself. If he felt to close to another he would leave, tearing him away to not have pain. He talked his his parents; Akira, an immortal witch, and their goddess lover, Suimin.
He felt worry went he was introduce to his brother, Beor. He looked at the 16 year old, just starting his own journey. He swore to himself he will not let harm come to this kid anymore. He would joke and tease the boy all his life. Lovely call him baby. His baby brother. When he would have nightmare, he would run to him when he was still young and cling to his one of now four fox tails he had. He would comfort and promise to protect him. They would fight as siblings do but Garret would give his life to the only mortal in the family.
Most nights anymore Garret sat alone, awake. He couldn't stand the flooding memories of his lover when he closed his eyes for sleep. He danced around his past, keeping the lover he had lost to himself. He was painfully lonely, wishing for his love to come back. He wish he could move on, but he couldn't lose another. He would end up crying on the anniversary of the worst night of his life, alone.
Maybe one day he could find another and get over his fear of losing those he loves. Maybe he would find another love like his first.
God i made myself so fucking sad with this, he deserves a partner who can't die on him. He needs loves but he so scareddddd. T^T Tiny_Stormcloud why do i end up doing thisss to myselffff T^T
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