Warning:
-Swearing
-Angst
Y/N POV
Fuck. I'm silently sobbing on my bed, curled up in my blanket. Tears flow down my face and my breathing is unsteady. I'm moving. I'm moving away from Australia to America. I'm leaving my school, my friends. My best friend, Antornth, doesn't know just yet. He's completely clueless, while I'm here sobbing because I have to leave my best friend. I grab my phone shakily, taking a deep breath and wiping my eyes. I hit the call on Ant's contact. I pull my phone up to my ear and it rings twice.
"Hello?" His sweet voice rings on the other end. "Hey," I do my best to not stutter, and breathe slowly in and out of my mouth silently to avoid sniffling.
"Could you erm... come over, for a bit?" I ask. He is silent, then I hear him yelling to his mom in the background. I giggle a bit, taking the chance to sniffle. "On my way!" He sings, then hangs up.
Ant's POV
Y/N sounded upset. I don't think I was meant to hear her sniffle, but I did. I grab one of my extra hoodies to bring to her, in hopes that it might make her feel better. I toss my phone in my pocket and yell a goodbye to my mom and dad before running out of the front door after grabbing my keys. I jump on my scuffed up golf cart, placing the hoodie in my lap and start it up, riding through the woods and off to Y/N's house.
Y/N POV
"Honey!" I hear my mom yell, making me let out a shaky breath and get up from my bed. I open my door and shout back, "Y-Yes?"
"Antornth's here!" She adds, causing dread to fill my veigns. I have to tell him, whether I like it or not. "Okay, tell him to come up," I say, a little quieter and leave my door cracked open. I go back to my bed and grab my controler again, which I was using to play Minecraft on my Xbox. I pause my game and hear footsteps paddle towards my door and the creaking of it opening.
"Hey," He says softly, closing my door behind him. I notice he has something in his hands, which makes me a bit cerious. "Hey," I reply in a hushed whisper.
"What's wrong?" He asks, sitting on the foot of my bed. I stare down at my lap and shake my head. "Nothing," I reply. I feel his hand on my chin and him pulling my face up to look at his. The simple action sends butterflies through my stomach and makes my cheeks flush. He looks at me concerned and lets go.
"You're lying, Y/N. You're my best friend, I know when something's wrong," He tilts his head slightly and just gets a sigh from me. "I do need to talk to you about something," I admit, looking away from the boy once again. He lays something in my lap and scoots closer to me, pulling an arm around my shoulder.
"You know you can," He claims as I grab whatever he put in my lap. I unfold it to find one of his 'REE' hoodies. I giggle a little and immediately bring it to my nose and sniff. I look at him and smile. "Erm... I don't know how to put this," I mutter. He tightens his grip and leans his head on my shoulder.
"I-I... I'm moving," I mumble, nearly above a whisper. "W-What?" He pulls his head away and stares me in the eyes, his face pale and worried. I don't say anything else, I just look away because I can't bare to stare in his sad eyes.
"Y-You can't move," He whispers, his voice quivery. I let out a sad sigh and feel tears boil again. "You can't, Y/N," He mumbles, pulling my face to look at his. His eyes look distantly through mine with tears threating to fall.
"I have to, Ant," My hands find their way to his chest, and his hands cup my cheeks. "B-But I didn't get the chance," His voice cracks a little. I look at him with confusion.
"The chance? W-What d'you mean?" I stutter. He looks away and stays silent, chewing on his bottom lip. "Ant," I say. He turns back to me with a desperate look in his eyes.
"Can I do something?" He asks, tears now slowly falling down his face. I nod. He closes his eyes and presses his forehead to mine, causing my heart to jump in my throat. He leans closer and presses his lips to mine, causing me to feel a blush creep to my face. I sit there, shocked for a moment before kissing back, feeling my eyes close automatically. It feels as if time slows, as cliché as that sounds. It feels like a decade before we pull away, breathless. "Does that explain my feelings?" He asks nervously, a small smile tugging at his lips. I nod and let out a breath.
"I'll miss you, Y/N, and I'll spend these next days, however long it is, with you. Whatever I can do," He says sweetly. "Thank you, Ant," I smile, closing my eyes and feeling myself being pushed down and Ant cuddling into my stomach.
Holy fuck.
Thank you, Rose_WinterFlower for the suggestion!
