Queen Of My Heart

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Ankush's POV.....................

We are walking and walking and walking, we didn't even exchanged a single line of words. Hell, not even a single word too, what is the use of spending some alone time with my doll.

I thought we could talk and she will get to know about me more. But look at here, she is in a daze walking before me and I'm just like a pervert watching her hips, which are moving by her every step.

I never thought I can stoop this low in my life. But look at me now, here I'm doing the exactly opposite things. Which is not considered as a king doing.

But who cares??

I can behave however with my doll, and only with my doll. I smiled little to my own.

As we are walking, I saw something shining behind a pillar. I stopped in my tracks and narrowed my eyes. When I register what it is, my heart is already broken.

It was the same necklace, which I give to my doll, on her first birthday. I never thought, I will see it one day in this way. I assumed to see it around my doll's neck, always hugging her. To stay near her heart, making me believe, my heart always been with her.

But looks like I really thought so much, what I seriously thought actually. I gave it to her, when she is one year old. How can she able to remember it, that I asked her to never remove it from her. Fuck, she doesn't even remember me, so about this necklace, I don't think so.

A sarcastic smile spread on my lips, looking at my heart near that damn pillar. I never thought, my heart will end up there. Running my hand in my hairs, I walked to it.

If she can't able to store it, let me be the one then. I should preserve my own heart, if others don't need it.

Why you changed so much doll??

Can't you be the same doll to me?? Like you were, when we are kids?? I want that doll for me, I want to see that toothless smile and giggles. She loved to be with me, and now she don't.

Does she don't like me now?? When she grow up?? No, that can't be. Stop thinking so much Ankush, even if she doesn't like you. She will end up with you only, I scolded myself. Before sighing heavily and kneeling in front of pillar.

I took the chain in my fingers as I stood up, I hold it in front of me. Pendent is dangling in air, while my grip is on chain. I can see chain has been extended a little more, and it's still has that sparks in it.

Heart is shining with lights, making me smile brightly. Thinking about the design, when I made it. It was my same intention, when my doll see me, my heart literally shines and smiles, spreading more light in my dark life. Like this pendent, but looks like it doesn't have more importance in my doll's life.

And the crown on the heart is the symbolic crown of Rajasthan, which my doll is going to have one day on her head at any cost.

"Why are you not followi......." I hear my doll's voice as I averted my eyes from pendent to her. She gasped in shock and I can see tears in her big eyes making me frown.

"Oh my God, where did you find it??" She ask me as she ran to me. Tears are spilling from her eyes now. My already knitted eyebrows knitted more looking at her.

"Beside that pillar." I said pointing the pillar. She smiled reaching the pendent, she took it and clutched it to her heart.

What's happening here??

She again saw the pendent and kissed on it, and my eyebrows went up in confusion. Isn't she doesn't want it?? That's the reason I found it here, like a garbage.