Queen Of My Heart

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Aarushi's POV.........................

"Arghhhhhhhh!!!!!" I groaned for the 100th time from last one hour, as I sat up on bed, throwing pillow around my bedroom. From last one hour are so, I'm trying to sleep but I can't able to sleep peacefully. Because of a nightmare, which is haunting me now a days. Nightmare?? Yeah, a sweet and torturous nightmare though.

Any guess, what would be the nightmare??

Yeah, you all are right.

It's him...

Ankush...

That stupid buffoon...

Whenever I tried to sleep and close my eyes, he comes in to my dream, making me moan his name even in my dreams too. I thought after kissing him, I will stop dreaming about him. But no, I was wrong, complete wrong.

The dreams turned more spicy, adding more sensual things in it. Like, before 10 minutes back, I dreamt about we already making love.

Though it was completely good to feel him all over me. But then, how can I dream about him?? And that too about love making?? Kissing was ok, but making love is something we can't dream about everyone.

It has been bugging me since then, I know I'm physically attracted towards him. But still, I don't want this to happen. We can't be together at the end of the day. We are not match at all.

Just because we have physical attraction, doesn't mean we are made for each other. I know, we are not. Even though he behaves differently with me, but I know if we ever end up with eachother. I'm sure, that I will end up killing him one day, just because of his excessive smirking habit.

That boy smirks all the time, like it has been his one of the facial expressions.

Ok, I agree that even I smirk, but Im so sure that I won't smirk like him, like always, everywhere and for everything.

Conclusion is, we don't end up with eachother at last. That's the reason I don't want to feel or dream about him. But he is invading my privacy in a horrible way. And I jUst want it to stop.

I turn my gaze to clock as it ticked 4 in the morning. Great, I didn't even slept for an hour too. I sighed as I saw myself in mirror as I cringed looking at my reflection.

I had bags under my eyes, and that was covered with black circles. With bird nest hairs. I run my hands through my hairs to smoothy them and I somewhat felt ok. I decided that I won't get any sleep now.

So thought to hit gym, my favourite place, hope it will work and I will get rid of this Ankush. I climbed down, as u went to washroom. After completing my morning chores and brushing my teeth, I cleaned my face.

I walk in to my closet as I pick red sports bra, which had black outline and brown tights. I wear white shoes and tied my hairs in high bun.

Taking my water bottle, I went upstairs, which has gym. I saw everyone is still sleeping as it is early in the morning. It's just me, who is sleep deprived. Then another thought hit my head, does Ankush also getting dreams?? Like me??

How to know?? There is no way, I'm going to ask him about it. Because the next second he do is smirk at me in victory, and I don't want to see it. Even though he looked hot while smirking, but still I prefer not to see it or him in future.

I wish, he could just disappear from my world.

On a second thought, I don't want it to happen too. I want to see him daily, and do much more stuff with him. I want to feel his strong abs, which he is hiding from the world. Damn I still remember our lift moment, I was in his lap sitting, pressing my soft blossoms on his hard chest and abs. I can make out his abs from the shirt itself. And I had a urge to tore it and run my hands and tongue all along the way. And at last I want to bite one of it and give it a love bite there. Telling that, I marked him and no one can have him.