Queen Of My Heart

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Aarushi's POV.....................

After much thinking about what Nayna said in canteen that day, I came to the conclusion that I finally fall in love with Ankush. Even though I surpressed my feelings too much, but the deed has done. My heart finally gave in to him, Ankush.

Even though I fall in love with him, but I know our relation doesn't has any future. Thinking about Rishi (dad), the way he hates Ankush, I know it, my love doesn't has any future. I even know if I say that I love him, he will give in to it, but I don't want that.

I want Rishi to agree to it wholeheartedly and it won't happen in this life for sure. So, my love has to be die and I will never say anyone about it. It's a secret between me and my heart.

A sarcastic smile spread on my lips, thinking about it, from now on my only goal will be avoid Ankush, even though it's hard. I know he will find a way or other to approach me, but I need to bring my heart to push him back, far back.

I shouldn't give in to him at all, even though it kills me and my heart. Tomorrow is my birthday, I'm not excited about it at all. I'm never fond of celebrating birthday parties, but my family loves it. So I kept silent for there happiness. After all families happiness comes first I'm everything.

Everyone are busy with party preparations, but Rishi, he is very excited for it. He always feels excited for my birthday. He always makes me feel so special, even though I behave like a boy rather than a girl. He is my hero, my super hero.

I saw time and it ticked 11:30, I decided to take shower. I strictly warn to everyone not to wake up till 12 at night just to wish me birthday wishes. Because it's bad for there health, specially for grandpa and grandma. They are quite old for all of these.

I went in to washroom as I stood under shower, running hot water always helps us to feel relax. And that's the same thing happening with me now. I stood there without realising how much time I spend under shower. I sighed before wrapping a towel around my body and kept my hairs down only. There are still running dripping from them.

I forget to bring clothes, so I walked out from washroom. But I never in my dreams have I thought, I will see him on my bed sprawled like it's his bed. Yes you are right, it's Ankush.

See, he always find a way to come near me, even though I'm trying to push him out of my life, out of my head and out of my heart.

He smiled looking at me but soon they traveled down to my body and gulped his own saliva. I for a second completely forget that I'm still wrapped in a towel.

"What are you doing here??" I ask him, crossing my hands in front of my chest.

"Are you planning to kill me??" He asked as I frowned to him.

"I asked you something Ankush, you better don't change the topic." I warned him glaring down at him.

He sat on bed, spreading his legs wide, thank god he is wearing clothes.

"I brought you cake." He said grinning from ear to ear, showing bed side table.

"Why?? You don't need to bring any....." I was cut off in middle by him.

"But I already brought it." He said pulling me towards him, I sat in between his legs and blinked many times looking at my attire.

I seriously forget that I'm not wearing anything other than a towel.

"Leave me, I'll wear something." I said pushing him slightly but he shook his head as he wrapped his hands around my waist and kept his chin on my bare shoulder.

"Not happening, you took so long to take shower. I waited for you so long and it's about to 12. And it's not like I'm not going to see these all, one day or other day. I will treat my eyes s for sure." He whispered slowly in my ear, drawing patterns by his nose behind my ear. I shivered to his words and I lost the power of talking.