Pen and Paper

Lost

Caught up in the middle of nowhere,

Where sounds and colors suddenly disappear.

Silence slowly killing my soul,

That brings all those memories back and made to be recall.

Since the time I closed my door,

And locked up myself to anyone before,

My colorful world had already fade,

Black and white color replaced.

I'm starting to loose my sanity,

Actions, words, and thoughts that brought me up curiosity.

I don't know how if I can still bare this,

Still thinking how to gradually cease.

Has everything already changed,

Am I too late to make a better place?

I withstand every pain, agony and repercussions,

But until now, still I don't know how to become a better person.