| COMPULSIVE BEHAVIOR | Yandere Jujutsu Kaisen

7-Inumaki Toge

Your, sometimes mentioned, very disturbing thoughts, poured out feelings, written days of the past, burdens, wants, kinks, crushes and fantasies were all in your diary. You are the only person that knows this. You wouldn't be able to live with yourself if someone found your diary. You wouldn't be able to explain what was written and drawn in your diary if someone found your diary. You can't explain what's in there. It would be complicated. 10 long years of having your very big notebook that is your diary was hidden in plain sight in your dorm room. You were 100% positive that no one would find it if they entered your room.

4:08 AM

You were in a nice deep sleep. Nothing could possibly wake you up besides your alarm clock. Inumaki was on the floor of your dorm room, finishing the most recent page of your diary. He finished your entire diary in 2 hours. He finds your past life interesting and feels like he now shares a life with you after invading your privacy. It took you hours to figure out a perfect hiding spot for your diary in your small dorm room. And it took Inumaki 47 seconds to find it after being in your room not even multiple times. It makes you look pathetic.

He now knows your darkest secrets. And also now knows everything about you. Inumaki is the only person that knows all of this. He will be able to use this new found knowledge to his advantage. He flawlessly puts the diary back where he found it and softly kisses your forehead. Tucking you in softly, he makes sure nothing else is out of place before leaving your room, making sure to lock your door behind you on the way out.

You wake up not knowing what went on when you were asleep. It's the weekend.

Your ignorance was the only thing that was blessing you in the cursed world you lived in. You worked with zest throughout the morning to improve your cursed technique and that entire time, Toge had watched your every move without you knowing. His hiding spot was horrible, yet he still wasn't seen by you somehow. No one was there to distract him or you from what was going on. You worked so hard to sharpen your senses and enhance your strength and it made Toge's heart skip. When the clock hit twelve you took a break.

Toge had already planned this out so he surprised you with a lunch he made himself. He pops around a corner you were gonna make a turn at and you perk up at his entrance. "しゃけ(salmon)". He holds up a boxed lunch and you look at him. Even more surprised, you ask if it was for yourself and he nods. You eat the lunch on a bench outside and he sneaks glances at you as you eat. He didn't anything inside since he wanted to see your satisfaction after you finish the lunch he made. Happiness touches his soul when you smile at him brightly for making the lunch for him. He leaves you alone after taking the empty box but quickly comes back to continue staring at you from afar as you train for the rest of the day.

Six hours later and you finally end your training session. Toge doesn't have a single regret for watching you all six of those hours. He wakes out of his daze and gathers himself before going back into the school building. Half an hour later you've dressed yourself in different clothes after a nice shower. You leave your room in hopes to randomly find one of your classmates to talk to. You find Toge once more in the hallway. You greet him and he turns and acts like he didn't know you were coming this way. Toge motions you to follow him and out of curiosity, you follow your classmate. He slows down to walk by your side and grabs your arm softly. He pulls down the oversized hoodie he had over the bottom half of his face. The unique and rare sight of his marks on each end of his lips are seen. Before you could react, he fixes his lips and tongue to speak and stares you into your eyes. "眠れ(sleep)". Your eyes shut without your permission.

When you're awaken, you're in your own dorm room on top of your own bed. But you are restricted by ropes. A wooden table is placed right in front of you and behind you is your window. No light is coming through which shows it's night time. You can't find your alarm clock. A shuffle comes from in front of you and you turn your head back around only to find Toge in front of you. His hoodie isn't covering the bottom half of his face anymore. You don't know what the time is and your heart is starting to beat faster. Toge stares at you like this is any normal day. Your lamp is on but it's still kind of dark. It's only enough light to see everything in the room easy enough. Toge puts down a piece of paper on the table. It reads, 'Don't speak too loudly or try to scream. If you do, I'll hurt you or I'll make you hurt yourself'. You wished from the bottom of your heart this was a joke but you knew it wasn't because everyone including Toge knew your boundaries when it came to pranks or how close they could get when it came to physical contact. This was beyond crossing your line. It was late at night and no one could save you unless you pulled a useless stunt that could get you in trouble.

Softly and with a shaky voice you ask your classmate what he'll do to you. He doesn't answer and instead puts your box of sex toys on the table. You freeze as he easily picks the lock and pours out all of the items on the table. Now you just avoid eye contact. But you quickly put all of your attention as he moves to the place where you hid your diary. You bet all of your remaining hope that he for sure didn't know it was there. Your hope is now thrown out of the window as he pulls out your life lasting diary and tosses it on the table. He grabs almost the entire thing and slips the pages past his thumb smoothly to show he's already read the entire thing. As you watch Toge mess with your diary, your trust for him dims down to nothing. He's starting to scare you. Toge moves everything to one side of the table and places the last paper he has on the table. It reads, 'I will take care of you for now on'. Your heart jumps in fear at everything that could possibly mean. Toge knows how to scare you into submission. It wasn't that hard to find out what scares you most after going through pages 312-315 in your diary. Toge releases you from your restraints and you start to think of ways to escape which was the worst thing to do because when you made eye contact with him, you knew there was no chance you could challenge him. In a way he was stronger than you. And it hurts you that there isn't a way that you could escape from a creep like him.

Inumaki pulls your chin up and shoves his tongue into your mouth for a breath-taking kiss that did nothing to support your mental state. You grab his shirt and try to keep yourself composed. The boy pulls away from the kiss, his cheeks are flushed and he looks very pleased with himself. It makes you feel disgusted. What to do now? When you think to yourself, all you do is hope that everything will come to an end. You mistake your ignorance for stupidity. Your ignorance that was once a blessing became something that you despised. You wish you would've realized all of this sooner.