I dreamt of Johnnie it started out pleasant but soon turned into a nightmare.
We were back at Hot Topic trying on cloths but instead of him waiting on me to change he came in with me. He kissed my lips as his hands exploring my body. My body tingled and I had butterflies. He pulled out of the kiss, and said “let’s go back to my place I don’t want to continue this here.” I nod in agreement.
*twenty minutes later*
As we pull into the parking lot were Johnnie’s apartment was he looks over at me. “You ready?” I nod and bite my lip.
We get out of the car. We walk up the stairs and go to his door. He slides his key in and unlocks the door and slowly pushes it open, “well here we are” he says holding open the door for me. I slowly walked into his apartment looking at him as I entered the room. We sat down onto the couch and his hands were on me again. We were kissing, groping. My hands were in his hair, his hands were sliding up my shirt. He pulled out of the kiss so he can pull off my shirt then he is kissing me again. I take my hands out of his hair, and moved down to the bottom of his shirt slowly sliding it up. This time I pulled out of the kiss so I could pull off his shirt. Instead of going back to his lips I kissed down his nock to his chest down his stomach, he smiled the whole tome; even when I kissed back up his body back to his lips. Our lips seemed to morph into one; as we kissed he slid his hands down to the button on my jeans. He pulled out of the kiss again and said, “Only if you want to.”
I looked at him surprised then said, “Oh, yes I want, I’ve never wanted anything more.”
He smiled then unbuttoned my jeans. “Good because I’ve wanted you since I meet you in Hot Topic.” He confessed.
I smile back at him and reply, “I wanted you to come into the dressing room with me when we first meet, but I didn’t think you would like me.”
“Me not like you? You know that’s crazy right? You are amazing and I think I’m in love with you. He admitted.
“You…you love me?” I stammered.
“Yeah, I do” he replied.
I smiled and whispered, “Please take me now”
He finished undressing then did the same to himself. “If you change your mind at any time tell me and I’ll stop okay.” I nodded in agreement knowing that I wouldn’t want him to stop as he slowly pushed himself inside of me, I winced a little and he stayed still until my body got use to him, then he started to move in and out slowly at first, but soon picked up his pace. Our bodies began to move as one. I moved my hips to meet his each time; but then he cupped his hand over my mouth and whispered
‘shhh, it’s okay.” And then it wasn’t Johnnie anymore it was Phillip, the guy who raped me a few years ago. I began to cry, I begged him to stop but he wouldn’t he said I needed this. I couldn’t stop crying so he hit me, he hit me over and over and over again. “You’ll only make this worse for yourself.” as he grunted with each push the he released his cum inside me but he didn’t pull out he continued saying, “I’m not done with you yet.” I called out for my mother, my best friend even Johnnie but no one was there, no one could hear my cries. Then I woke up crying. I can’t be happy with my past haunting me. Then my phone went off.
*Good morning* sent from Johnnie
*G’morning* I sent back
*You wanna do something today?*
*depends on what it is, and I’ll have to ask my mom*
* Bryan and I are going to interview Sleeping with Sirens and Pierce the Veil and I was wondering if you’d like to accompany us you don’t have to pay we get in free so what do you say you in or what*
I remembered the dream I had just had and I was a bit worried but decided what the heck im in. *yeah ill go I just have to tell mom*
*great well pick you up around noon see ya soon*
*okay bye Johnnie* I said getting up walking into my closet to pick out something to wear. I decided on my Pierce the Veil and Sleeping with Sirens shirt and a pair of black ripped skinny jeans and went to take a shower.
