Life will only get worse before it gets better

Baby forgive me.

Lexa Pov

I made my way to the hospital to find a wide awake Lilian god she's so beautiful I ran to her hugged her and pulled her into a kiss baby I'm so sorry this happened to you you didn't deserve this. I- I could have stopped him baby. I sobbed against her neck. I'm so sorry, hey hey hey my love. Look at me she holds my face wiping my tears away. This isn't your fault Lexa okay it's his and he will pay for taking our baby away. Okay right now all I want to do is cuddle with you and not ever let you go. Well then my love cuddle me but not so tight I'm still in pain. Ohh!! I could never come here baby. I wrapped my arms around her holding her while she's nested on my chest holding me not daring to let go! Hey babe mhm.. Where are the kids and faith? I looked around, noticing they aren't here. They probably went to the cafeteria to get some food. Babe can you go check please it's been too long of course I'll be back I lean down and kiss her forehead before letting go! I grab my phone and head towards the door to the cafeteria only to see no faith or my kids anywhere, I pull out my phone and dial Faith's number only for it to go straight to voicemail. Now I'm really starting to worry. I call again and again with no answer. I had to

eventually tell Lilian but how? I didn't even realize my breathing was out of hand. I clutch so tight to my chest it hurts to breathe. I try to focus on my breathing but I can't! I close my eyes and sit at a table holding on tight. I don't even know what's happening to me though I notice something in the corner of my eye 2 twins and an older woman and an older man he he had a gun pointing at them I shake of the nerves and make my way towards them when I noticed those where my kids and Their aunt I ran towards them and I yelled his name JOSE!!! LEAVE MY KIDS ALONE!! DADDY HE HAS A GUN!! He pointed at them and pulled the trigger only to leave a big BANG! Faith jumped in front of them and took a bullet from them he had Skylar and Avery they still had a gun towards their head and was told to get in and they did as they were told I couldn't make the right decision I choose to save my kids first I yelled at the nurses to save faith I'm sure she'd understand why I had to save my kids first. I pulled out my phone and started to call Lilian. She had to know what happened at this point. I'm scared.

Lilian POV

Lexa has been gone quite awhile I'm worried my phone suddenly rings it's Lexa I answer Lex where are you Lilian your dad he took our kids he shot Faith in the cafeteria he had a gun pointed at them I left faith forgive me but the nurses are doing everything they can she's in surgery right now I'm after your father right now I'm bringing our kids. I start choking and sobbing that bastard NOO!!!! Lexa please get our babies back I can't lose them either I choked on tears I can't lose them I already lost one baby I can't lose them! You won't, I promise you I'll lay my life down for them. Lexa I can't lose you either please come back we can wait for your friends to come back we will hunt them please! I'm so sorry baby but I'm not waiting for them. I can't lose them. Anything can happen I will hurt him so much. Bring my babies back Lexa do whatever it takes I don't care at this point if you kill him but please my love protect our kids. I will need you to get better. Okay listen to me and listen closely I will not leave you unprotected. I'll have Alycia and Dayali and Maybe Celia, Will, Deykel, and Ashton and four of my boys who were sent to lookout for me. Okay I love you so much Lilian don't you ever forget it.

Baby I love you too much but that's too many people to look out for me? They not only are there for you, they will protect Faith too. I know who knew Faith would grow on me. Besides, she's an amazing person. I'd hate to see a good person like herself go into the afterlife and not see her niece and nephew grow up. Besides who else would save you from your dangerous side I can't help but chuckle. What did I do to deserve you Lexa I don't deserve you you know that. Don't say that you do, my love for you grows everyday every hour, every second of every week of every month. Don't worry baby we will see each other again but for now this is a goodbye. And don't worry about Faith she will make it she's a fighter never will I underestimate her she's literally like a commander of death she will find a way to cheat death. I can't help but laugh and cry. I love you, take care of yourself and bring them back to me. I will and I love you too bye love.

Lexa POV
It's been 3 days since Lilian's father took away our kids, I'm finally making my way towards the airport to pick up striker but I need to dress up for occasion like he said I can't abandon our ways, I head to my closet to find ripped tight black jeans with a black polo shirt and underwear and sports bra I grab my towel make my way to the bathroom I let the warm water hit my back my hair drenching In the shower I get my phone and play some music to keep me hyped the first music that had to play was Lights down low Maejor god all that song does is turn me on when the love of my life is still in the hospital I'm too kill myself. I got washed up I grabbed my toothbrush and toothpaste from the sink and I was dripping water everywhere I brushed my teeth in the shower as soon as I was done I got out dried myself and got dressed in my clothes I made my way to my room and got my leather jacket and my Air Jordan's 1 I grabbed my keys to my truck and made my way to the airport I was excited to see the man who I called father. Upon arriving there was a lot of security but I put no mind to it. It's not like I have something to hide. I make my way towards the Escalator and ride on up. I see the man who I call father. I ran to him holding him so tight. Father Striker so long it has been indeed my beautiful Lucifer.