TW - Cursing
~Tubbo's Pov~
I slowly opened my eyes but quickly closed them again due to the sunlight flashing though the window and into my eyes. I get up and look over to the clock.
7:53am
I flung open the covers and walked over to the wardrobe getting my slippers on the way. I changed into a formal green shirt and jeans.
I got inside the bathroom and looked at the mirror. The memories flashed in my head of last night. I felt fully awake now and I washed my teeth and face.
I went downstairs to find my mother in the kitchen placing food on the table. I stood there holding one hand onto the wall. There was only two plates. She sat down in front of one of them and looked up. I saw her face and she looked rather sad but happy.
"Good morning mother"
"Good morning Tubbo" She patted the seat with the food, telling me to sit down.
"I made eggs and ham" I sat down in the chair.
"Your father will be on a trip for three days so make the most of it, alright?"
"Alright!" I started eating the food in front of me.
My father never let me and my mother do lots of things. We were only allowed to be formal with a bunch of rules. So when my father is gone on a trip we all loosened up.
"Mother can I tell you something?" I had my mouth filled with eggs.
I trusted my mother and she supported me when I told her I liked men. My father doesn't know though. We already know he won't support me so we never told him.
"Yes Tubbo?" She wiped her mouth with a napkin.
"I think I like someone...but it's a boy" I looked down towards my lap. My hands shook.
"Well that's amazing and it doesn't matter that it's a man. Well find a way to convince your father to let you date a boy"
She put her hand on mine to stop the shaking. I'm happy to have a mother like her. Most kingdoms would have me executed for being gay. There's only one other person who's knows I like men.
I got up with my plate and placed it in the sink.
"I'm going to go to my room mother!"
I power walked to my room and swung open the door and walked over to the window. You could pretty much see the forest from here. It was quite close since it was huge.
How was I going to find him again? Was he even a prince? He must have been some kind of prince since he was invited to the Ball. Maybe I could ask my mother if there was a prince named Ranboo.
I don't know many princes or princesses. I meet at least 10 new ones at every Ball that im was sent to.
I looked over at my desk. It had papers, pencils, and a lamp on top. But it also had a vase filled with water with the allium I was given last night. I placed a finger on my lips, I still remembered that kiss.
I was snapped out of my thoughts when my mother knocked on my door slightly peeking her head in.
"Come in"
She stepped into the room with a clang on the hard wooden floor. She placed a glass cup of water on my desk and smiled.
"Mother, do you know if there's a prince named Ranboo?"
She slightly perked up.
"Yes there is a prince named Ranboo, in fact he's the prince of that forest" She pointed towards the window and aiming at the forest.
"He's very rare to see. Not a lot of people have seen him, but those who have say he's a hero. And they say that the forest is magical and that he's the most handsome person out there. Those who haven't seen him think he's a kind of monster. Did you know i've seen him once?"
I widened my eyes and leaned forward towards my mother.
"You have!?"
"Yes, I believe he is a hero. He saved me. I wouldn't be here today if it weren't for him. I was never able to thank him. It was in the middle of the glowing war.."
"..I felt sorrow for him him though.." I could see she was sad.
"Why did you feel sorrow for him?"
"He was a just a kid. He looked like he was 10"
The glowing war. It wasn't to long ago. About 8 years ago. But shouldn't he have been hiding? The children were ordered to stay in this little room. Many lives were lost.
"I could still remember the look on his face. He was crying and it seemed like it was burning him. I can't image what he saw during that time" She placed a her hand on her jaw.
"Was he the one you saw, Tubbo?" She tilted her head.
"I don't know..He had dark brown hair, beautiful multicolored eyes that were green and red" I gave the best discretion I could, I wasn't the best at it though.
My mother paused and slowly smiled.
"I'm glad he's the one you love Tubbo" She waved at me and walked back out the door.
I still couldn't believe it. My mother had meet him before, but it was sad. He had to be in a war when he was..10 I guess.
I needed to find him again. I didn't think he could get anymore perfect than he already was. But how was I going to find him? How when he was rare to see?
I would probably have to go inside the forest and look. Not that I was against the idea. I loved forest and I would do anything to find him again.
I finally loved someone and I wasn't going to let him slip though my fingers. Mostly when he liked me too. I couldn't give up and I wasn't going to. Not till I at least see him again.
It was 10:26am so I have time to search for him a little today. I could go alone or I could bring a guard with me. Hard decision but I could go alone today and have a guard or two go with me tomorrow.
I walked out of my room and told my mother my plan. She didn't really agree with me but at the same time she did. She too wanted to see him again and thank him for saving her.
She told me to be careful and if I wasn't back before dinner then she would send guards to search for me. I walked outside into the fresh air and made my way to the forest. I knew it was huge, massive and I could get easily lost.
I stepped onto the soft grass. I felt shivers go up my spine. I never felt this when I explored this forest as a kid. I walked deeper into the forest and after 30 minutes of walking I come across a lake.
The lake was a beautiful blue. With a little water fall. Flowers on top of lily pads were floating on top of the lake. I sat down along the lake side.
It was beautiful. I saw my reflection and touched its hand. For some reason I could pull away. What the fuck? I tried to pull my hand back out but my reflection changed but I didn't.
It pulled me in.
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~WeLcOmE bAcK tO tHe AuThOr'S cRiB~
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