into the realm of darkness

quit a way to lose to gain

To types hotel, he sat to the edge to twitch here and there, to shake a bit, he was chewing at his inner cheek to take in quick breathes, he then turned his head to see the rain hit the darkened window to then take in a long breathe.
Flexing his jaw, his ears picked up when he heard the shower stop.
He gulped once more to then keep his head where it was too watch the rain fall against the window to make an worried expression.
He didn't know what to do, what to think and didn't know what was going to happen next, this all was so new to him.
Type then jumped a bit, to keep his head to the side to then start to chew at his inner cheek.
Tharn came out with a towel wrapped about his waist, a towel through his hair to then walk slowly to type, he then stopped to eye to run the towel through to keep his eyes to type.
"What.... Is too be running through your mind type?"
Type shrugged to keep his eyes to the window.
Tharn then threw the towel across the way to the hamper, to then take another step forward to go right in front of type to dart his eyes.
"Look to me."
Type gulped again to turn his head to then hang it.
"You.... Have no idea.... How bad.... Horrible I feel tharn....I.... Never told this to you....I promised ryo....I would never ever lay my lips to another.... Only to him.....I.... Have never ever broken a promise....."
Type closed his eyes, tears started to go down.
Tharn tilted his head to watch type has he wept.
"I believe the promise is moot when he has unfortunately passed my dear half breed. But do you wish to know what I may think?"
Type brought his hand up to wipe away his tears from one eye.
"What may you think?"
"If he was too still be here, he would want you to move on, to live in pure joy and happiness. Least his memory keep you at Bay for greater things."
Type whole body shook.
He then slowly opened his eyes to look to tharns bare feet.
"I know you wish not to hear of this, but I love him..... With every fiber of my being.....I..... Don't think I can..... He was my soul mate tharn....I.....I..... Don't think I can...."
Tharn stepped to type to then bend down to place his hand to types chin to then lift his head up.
"Do you wish for me to go? To part from you once more? This time, I will make sure you can not find me."
Types eyes widened his heart sank.
Tharn looked to his heart to smirk a bit.
Types eyes darted.
"Why are you to be smiling? You caused this, made me care for you, made me wish to not lose you, is this your revenge for how I have been to be treating you?"
Tharn then looked to type to then let his chin go to straighten up to shake his head.
"It is not. I hate for you to feel this muddled, that is why I ended up leaving you. I saw how much I was hurting you, making you self hate, I couldn't stand to be by that anymore, thus I left."
Among a few other things.
Types lips parted to then look down to hang his head.
"Why do you care for me so?"
Tharn stepped closer, keeping his eyes to type.
"You have a gentle, caring, loving, loyal, heart and soul type, me trying you into a half breed, still has not taken that away. That is what I fell for and hard."
Type took in a deep breathe to then look up.
"Will..... This hurt?"
Tharn raised an eye brow, to then place his hands to his towel to unwrap, type took in a very deep breathe to keep his eyes on tharns.
The towel then fell to the ground, for tharn to take a step forth, to then place a leg to the other side of type, to then place his hand to his cheek to caress.
"I honestly do not know, I have only been with vampires who have forced me. That is not something I was going to do to you type, not in any aspect, and no matter how much I wanted to, I could and will never, this is your choice."
Type took in a deep breathe to then look to his lips.
He then shaikly brought up a hand to place to the back of tharns neck to grip a bit to slowly peer his eyes up has he pulled the vampire down.
The two closed there eyes to then give themselves away has they slowly went down.
To his back, tharn placed his hands under types shirt to then rip it to shreds, type gasped a few moans has his tongue was battling with tharns in a passionate way.
Taking the remains tharn then took what he had to throw wherever to then go to types pants to do the same, type placed his hands to tharns arms to grip to furrow his brow..
You can do this...... You can do this.... But.....
Type started to breathe heavily, he couldn't help but place his hands to tharns chest to then push him off, the two looked at the other.
"Type?"
Type gulped.
"Another promise..... To never ever allow another to see me.....has such...."
Tharn nodded to then get up, type got to his forarms to watch has tharn turned off the light.
Tharn then came back around to go right back to then take off types remainder clothing to then throw wherever, to then go to his stomach to leave kisses.
Type turned his head to the side to squeeze his eyes shut to grip the bedding has his hands were to either side of his head, he was starting to hyperventilate, the only thing that was going through his mind were all the promises he made to ryo, that now we're broken.
Tharn then moved down, to take ahold of types member, to then kiss at his head, to then lick.
Type lifted his head back to moan and load, with his legs bend to each side, he then curled his toes has tharn downed his hardened length.
Types body kept to quiver, he then started to relax for a reason he couldn't comprehend, he then started to thrust his way into tharns very cold mouth.
"Ah..... So.... Nice and mm....cooling......I am too be at my brink!"
Tharn then placed his hand to types balls to then rub to heighten the pleasure.
Types body bucked and he couldn't stop himself, he came.
Type twitched has his seed left his body. He turned his head to breathe in deep.
Tharn then slowly took his mouth off to then go to his knees to look down.
"I..... Can not hold back anymore type, I......I am going to make love to you. Do you want it? Want..... Me?"
Type took in a deep breathe to close his eyes to let the tears fall.
"Jj..... Just go slow..... Remember.....I have never...."
Tharn nodded to then go down, to place his body to types, to then take two fingers to probe his hole, type tensed to close the entrance, tharn placed his lips to his cheek.
"They are but my fingers type, you need to relax, stay lose, you do this, it will hurt, no matter if you are human, half breed or vampire."
Tharn then went to his neck to start to leave kisses he could not help it, he then moved his hand to place to types head to grip his hair to try and concentrate, he was losing himself, he wanted type, wanted him for 85 years.
Type took in deep breathes to shutter, he then shaikly placed his hands to tharns back to grip, to press his bend legs to tharns body.
"I...... Will never be ready..... Just.... Do it!"
Tharn then licked types neck to then place his head to his outter, to then place his hands to either side of his head to look down.
"You know I am not force...."
Type then placed his hands to tharns neck to grip a bit to then turn his head to eye with tears falling.
"I know this is not out of force..... Now.... Screw me!"
Tharn raised an eye brow, he couldn't hold back any longer he then proceeded to slowly go in, he then bit into his lip to then thrust all the way, type lifted his head back to moan in both pleasure and pain, not knowing he tore quite a bit has tharn entered him.
Tharn then moved down to place his mouth to his ear.
"To make love, that it what I am doing to you right now type."
Tharn then licked types ear lobe, to then go to his neck to consume has he gave him long thrusts.
Type turned his head to still weep, and to grip tharns back and hard.
I.... Am so sorry ryo..... So very sorry.....