Shit

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Iris POV
After a few minutes of jay kissing my cheek I finally woke up " oh my baby has decided to wake up after all " jay said " ugggg to early " I mumbled into my pillow

He just picked me up like i weigh nothing he carried me all the way down stairs and into I the kitchen he sat me down on a bar stool and started making breakfast " how did you two sleep " my dad said walking into the w kitchen " good " I mumbled

" oh is my princess tired " dad said kissing my head " oh and princess I got you another therapy session when we got home " he whispers in my ear " ok dad "

Emily walked into the kitchen and went over to my dad " hey baby " she grabbed his arm and took him away from me

My face went blank as my dad kissed her I looked at jay and jay looked at me " hey iris wanna go out to breakfast " Jayden asked me " ya " I said getting up " oh and princess we are leaving at 5:39 do be ready to go home " dad yelled as I made my way out the door 

Me and jay got in the car " iris when we got home will you go on a date with me a real one " jay asked driving " maybe " is all I said he just hummed an ok

" hey jay " " hum " he humming " does it bother you that I have a mental health issues " I asked him " no , you are broken and I get it sometimes you just have to break first like a glow stick that have to break before they glow and plus's when we get married I can say that I fixed you "

Fix me want there something wrong with me bad wrong

Trigger warning ⚠️

We got our food and went home I ran straight to my room I was so tired of people saying that I needed to be fixed so I cut that is all I can ever think of it is how I cope 

1 to help fix me
2 to keep everyone else happy
3 because I hate myself
4 because I am horrible

I got a nock on my door and all I could do was stop and run to the bathroom wash to and then bandage it

" come in " Theo came in " hey you looked stressed" he said " ya sorry just tired " I say " ok well I will leave you alone to get some rest " he said almost like he was questioning me

Alexander POV

Theo came running down to me " uncle I think something is wrong with iris "he said " what do you mean " I asked calmly " i mean she is covering up her wrists and she's looked pale " he said

I mediately got up and ran to her room

I knocked on the door but no answer I open the door to iris on the floor passed out "
I called for John he came running in

" shit"

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Sorry for the long wait

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