Talia's Poetry

Why (6/7/22)

I why am I in love with you
even though you already knew
I wish you could see
How happy you make me

Why can you always get me to smile
My time with you is always worth while
I can't even find the compliment
So this is how I lament

I hate being in love
It's more comparable to taking drugs
I can't seem to let you go
So I just had to let you know

I wanna travel the world with you
I wanna do what I couldn't do
All those years spent on calls past eight
When you where half way across the state

When I meet you I wanna touch ur fluffy hair
Though I know you'd give me the stare
I wanna feel your warm embrace
and the smile on your face

I know that you will never feel the same
And mix me up with her name
she's so much prettier then me
if only you could see

The water is steaming
the blade is gleaming
I love this feeling
As I keep bleeding

Waters red
I'm better off dead
I hope you hate me when I'm under
I always loved it more when you hated me