NCT Taeyong Imagines

you are severely ill

You were in your bedroom. As your eyes observe your room. It was painted with cream, and on the walls, there were photos of you and Taeyong. Every vacation you two had, was greatly captured. It was amazing to see how Taeyong has grown. Not only physically, but also in his personality.

Taeyong had been cold ever since you've met him. But when you two became close. He had been open to certain things, he trusted you with everything.

You smiled and decided to stand. It felt different when you were diagnosed with a tumor. It was malignant. You really expected that it wasn't that severe. But... you know it's on your blood. Your parents already knew about this. It did break their heart. But you... you tried to be strong and fight this disease. As long as you can.. you will fight. You said to yourself. For your parents. For Taeyong.

You stood there, holding a picture of Taeyong. Who's smiling like a kid. It made you smile.

You haven't told Taeyong, but you know it'll break his heart once he heard this news. 

" Hey, Y/n," Taeyong entered the room, carrying a bag full of flowers.

"Heyy," you said, giving him a hug.

All you wanted to do is hug him. To be there for him no matter what. You tightly wrapped you arm around him. You are very terrified. Terrified of not being with your loved ones, .. with him.

" You missed me huh?" he asked with confidence.

You smiled, a tear escaped in your eyes. You quickly hid it.

" No, of course! I'm getting irritated of your unrealistic face," you joked, he chuckled.

" Oh really?" he placed his bag on your bed. You rolled your eyes. As you head to your bed. Your head began to hurt once, again. But you just didn't mind and smiled at Taeyong. His eyes were on you, concerned. 

" Did the result came?" he asked, who sat beside you.

You looked at him in the eyes, silently. His eyes were filled of concern and fear.

You nod, trying to convince him with a smile.

He moved closer, almost an inch away from you. Clearly, focused on what you're about to say. You can see in his eyes that he was expecting a minor disease or anything. You looked at him for a while. Trying to come up with words.

" You don-"

" I have a tumor," you said.

His excited expression faded. He went pale and unreadable.

" I have a brain tumor. Er-" you tried to smile, but the tears are beginning to shed.

" The doctor said it was inoperable, and its best to..." his hands went to yours. Your eyes fell down, looking at Taeyong's hand. You don't want to see his expression. 

" I decided to stay here, and fight this thing off," 

" I- am literally," you let out a soft giggle. Trying to be okay with everything but deep inside it was hurting you physically, emotionally, and really breaking your heart.

"I am literally teri-" when suddenly Taeyong pulled you in a hug. You froze as he held you in his arms, tightly.

" I'll stay with you, no matter what. We will fight this tumor. " His voice broke.

" I will not let it take you away from us,.. from me, "You hugged him back, as you cried.

" I won't, Y/n," he said. His voice was shaking. Kissing your temples, sobbing. 

FAST FORWARD:

As time goes on your illness developed, and really affected you. You began feeling different pain. It was ...unbearable. The only thing that kept you going was Taeyong. He was everything to you. He had been there, telling you everything that happens at school in his career. You were really happy for him, everything that he has achieved.