Literally.

8.

MONDAY: SCHOOL:SPANISH

I felt super  bad that i cheated on Ansel. I felt even more bad that I liked it when i was cheating. I lost my best friend and my boyfriend.  I didnt know what i was going to do. Over the weekend I was watching Netflix but, i was also grieving while being in my fat stage again. I didnt know who to talk to. The only person i knew i could probably talk to if i give her a chance is Nicole. I knew she wasnt friends with Ansel or Bethany which means i am aloud to talk to her. 

i really just feel like going to my old jamba juice with my friends before they were dead. I miss sophmore year. Sophmore year was the best.

I was doing my work in class when i see Mr.Sanchez smiling and making kissing faces at me. Was anybody seeing this. This couldnt be real. This was wrong. Cheating on asnel is wrong. Cheating on ansel with a engaged man was wrong. Cheating on Ansel with my ex-boyfriend was wrong. 

LUNCH

It was lunch time. I did not know where to sit. i walked by the table i used to go to. Bethany and Ansel's friends were giving me an evil stare. So, i tried to sit the farthest away from everybody. When I sat down i felt like a nobdy. I was with nobody. I didnt talk to anybody. Girl that was at the party came over to sit with me. 

"Skylar, right?" she asked. i didnt care to tell her it was taylor or another name. i simply did not care. So i said "yep."

"Didnt you kiss that boy in the spotlight when Ansel was talking about you?" she questioned.

"Yes, that was me. i didnt mean to kiss the boy i accidently walk into his face and we kissed." i said for an excuse.

"but, you didnt pull away, your friend pulled you away." she said. that was right. And she was my friend. A friend that i missed so much.

"Did you know that my boyfriend is best friend's with Ansel." she said.

"really him too." i said exhausted from all the friends he has.

"Ansel is a loyal and nice." she said.

"I know." i said. She looked at me like i was homeless.

"Do you want a cookie?" she said as she handed me a double fudged chcohlate chip cookie.I nodded.

AFTERSCHOOL

I felt bad about what hapened to Ansel. I wanted to say sorry and aplogize for my actions. And that was exactly what i was going to do. I skipped tutoring just for this. I was going to walk up to Ansel and say im sorry. I needed to get it out of my sysstem. I need to tell him what has been happening. What has happened that night. I was going to blame the sex on the spanish teacher and say it was rape. I couldnt have all that stuff being knocked down on me. 

I asked where Ansel was and he was in the parking lot. I went  to the parking lot  and i see him kissing Cindy Witherspoons. I started crying my eyes out. Ansel stopped and  said "no no no no no." I interrupted him. 

"HOW COULD YOU. I CAME HERE T APOLOGIZE AND I SEE YOU KISSING THIS BITCH ASS TRAMP. YOU SAID YOU WOULDNT BE THAT TYPE OF GUY!!!!!!!!!!!!" i rushed into Nicole's car and asked her to drive me to jamba juice.

JAMBA JUICE

I said "thankyou" to Nicole and she drived away. When  I got inside the place i went to the counter to order my smoothie. When i got my smoothie i was about to sit at a table when i saw the wicked witch of the west AMBER.

"hey, Skylar i havent seen you in foreves." she said sarcastically.

"Just leave me alone Amber, im not in a good mood." i said.

"oh, i didnt realize boys could get their periods." she said trying to be fearce. 

"BACK OFF!" i shouted at her.

"Skylar just because  you lost weight dosent mean you can be the Queen Bee around here. And Skylar we know you lost fat, that dosent mean you lost all the fat." she said. I got mad . I got more than mad i got angrier than frustrated. I got so frustrated that i slap the Bitch right on her piehole. Beilive me she is not just going to leave without getting the final laugh, no, that girl threw her smoothie all over me.

"i guess the fat pig still looks the same when she has bluberries allover her." she said and woked out the door.

I rushed inside the girl bathroom/washroom to clean myself up. There was strawberries in my bra and in my hair. It was disgusting. But, i did smell like strawberries so that was on the plus side. When i was done cleaning my self up i  grabbed my smoothie and left to sit at a booth. 

When i sit down i see Dylan across the room alone with the smoothie he always gets. Im not going to say oh, he is following me because everybody at my old school goes here afterschool. He looks up at me then he looks back at his phone. He looks back up at me and then stares at me. He later got up and sat right next to me.

"Why is the famous Dylan O'Brien sitting next to me." i said sarcastically.

"Ava, I want to talk to you about the day you saw me cheating on you." he said.

"You dont need to refresh my memory." i said.

"you know how my dad used to work for Amber's family." he said, i nodded.

"well, Amber said my dad can keep his job as long as i was romantically involved with her." he said,

"okay." i said.

" i really didnt mean to actually hurt you...............I love you." he said. My smile widened, my cheeks became bigger and I immediately hugged him with a kiss.

"So, does that mean you love me back?" he said.

"Yes, of course, ever since the day i saw you." i said. I was filled with joy. I was filled with joy so much i had tears full of joy. 

We started talking about how much stuff was going on since the break up. His dad eventually quit working  for Amber's job. He is now a CEO of a company. Dylan works at Jamba Juice he is on his break right now. I told him i found a guy that cheated on me the way you did. Dylan then kissed my head "he shouldnt have done that."

"you did it too." i said.

"I did it because i didnt want my dad to lose his job." he said.

"maybe Ansel's dad was working for the most popular girl in school too!" i said.

" so you still want to be with Ansel?" he said sadly.

"no, i dont, i LOVE you and only  you ." i said. I still liked Ansel but, i didnt love him. Dylan smilied and kised my forehead. We started talking, we left Jamba Juice. We got in his car. The car smell went to my nose. I missed being in here. My first kiss with Dylan was in here. Our best friends were in here like roadtrips,  we would go to the mall, nice dinners, parties. It was the life. 

Dylan hit the gas pedal and we were off. And then a  car hit us and I was flying out of the window. My face hurt like hell and dylan fell in the ocean.

Just Kidding. But, he did hit the gas pedal and i dazed off and fell asleep.