𝙱𝚃𝚂 × 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛 | 𝙸𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜

J.HS | 2nd Lead

Member: Jung Hoseok × Ahn Y/n
Genre: I don't know if this counts as Angst 🤷🏻‍♀️ it does have a tiny bit of fluff in the middle tho ;-;
Warning/s: nothing serious 😌✨
Requested: Nah, I'm sorry I once again didn't update much, I have a lot going on, I also may have another rant at the end of the chapter, you can skip that

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Third Person POV

He was the main character... You were the 2nd lead. You did everything you could just so he would notice you. Heck even a glance would make you happy, but no.

He just had to focus on someone else who isn't you. You gave up, finding no reason to continue fighting your way to his heart after seeing him happy with someone else.

Kim Taehyung was happy with the person he truly loves and who even are you to interfere with that? Taehyung's happiness is you're happiness after all.

Watching from the side was all you could do. After all that was the only thing you could do. Sighing in defeat, you stood up, ready to leave the room, when a hand caught your wrist.

"Hey! Where are you going?" By the voice, you didn't have to turn around to know who the voice and the hand belonged to.

It was Jung Hoseok, Your best friend. "I'm going to go out and get some fresh air, do you want to come?" you offered with a bright grin from your bestfriend.

"Do you really have to ask? Of course I would love to!" he happily exclaimed "I was just making sure, Hoseok-ah" You said, earning another bright cheerful smile from the boy.

"Hehe well you don't need to next time" he said, slightly pouting at the end. That adorable pout from his face seemed to make you blush from some unknown reason.

You looked away, obviously trying to hide your blush before walking out of the room, ignoring Hoseok's calls. He finally caught up to you and playfully glared "Yah! I told you to wait up!" he said.

You ignored him on purpose "Yeah yeah, anyways... Hoseok-ah.." you trailed off as he looked at you, eyebrows raised and Lip's slightly pouting.

"How are you and...?" you decided not to continue your statement after seeing how Hoseok's face darkened. "We're fine.... we... w-we broke up" He said as your eyes widened.

Hoseok is actually opening up his relationship? Well... that's new. Knowing this guy ever since childhood, you know he sometimes gets a bit secretive.

"For... how long..?" you trailed off, finding everything ridiculous. Hoseok and Yoongi was perfect for each other! They were everyone's favourite couple!

"A month now.." Hoseok muttered as he stared at the sky "A month?!" you shouted and yelped in pain when Hoseok playfully smacked the back of your head. You massaged your head, trying to soothe the pain even though it didn't even hurt much, you were just overreacting.

"But yeah.. it's been a month since Yoongi and I broke up" he said. You were about to comfort him when his face suddenly brightened up and turned to face you.

"But! Let's not talk about that now. How about you? How's your relationship?" He questioned and smiled brightly. Gosh you just thought how can someone be so cute.

"Still single" you replied "Or still waiting for Taehyung to notice you?" he added, smirking when he saw the blush that took over your face.

"No! I've been over him for like a month already!" you said, defending yourself and playfully punched the laughing Hoseok in his arm with a pout.

Unknown to the two of you. There was a certain someone who's staring at the two of you, deep in thought. Taehyung turned away after realising he was staring for a long time now.

"I see you moved on already..." he muttered, walk away..

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A/N

I'm not sure if this was a Hoseok chapter or a Taehyung chapter tbh ;-;

Rant Warning Ahead: ✋😤✨

I just feel so sad and alone every time (This is probably just my depression) even when I'm around my friends and family. And I still feel so detached from them and the world.

And I don't really wanna talk about it much. It's just they keep on criticising and body shaming me. They don't even listen to what I have to say and what my problems are. They always misunderstood me.

They always force me to socialize with people even when they know I'm too much of an introvert and I have social anxiety. They always tell me to do this, do that, they keep making me feel like I really don't belong, like I'm not valid. It's like nothing I said or did to make them proud even mattered even tho it breaks me. They don't even seem to care.

I find it hard to keep hanging on day by day. Nothing seems to matter much anymore. I'm just gonna say I'm in the dark place right now. Music, wattpad and kpop are the only things that me me happy but they keep taking it away from me.

It's always "Do this, do that, you do nothing in this house, I'm the one that feeds you, that's all you know, go learn this, that, you're worthless, you're just a bother" it's just so tiring, to me it's getting harder and harder to find happiness.

And it's just always pisses me off that to them, people with mental problems (like me who has depression) are crazy people who can't be helped anymore. Like what the heck?! We're not crazy, we're just different... and misunderstood for far too long and we needed help but no one seemed to care.

I have a lot more to say but my rant is starting to get longer than the actual chapter itself ;-; so.. Yeah that's all for now, thanks for reading and listening to my rant (if you did).

I'll update when I can, thank you so much for all the love and support ya'll give in this book, I appreciate it so much, stay safe everyone don’t forget to vote 💜

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-Dubu_Onceu