(⚠️ hurtful slurs used⚠️ foul language used ⚠️)
2 years later
Kairi POV:
It's time for school... ugh I wake up and get ready and dressed and prepared for everything. I go downstairs and see no ones home. "Huh? Ok" I say while walking out the door heading to school.
I just realized I never properly introduced myself. I'm kairi cosentino I'm in high school and have one best friends Alvaro. And I have a bully who used to be my best friend. Mattia polibio. My life has been messed up ever since I talked to mattia about him hurting me, but apparently it blew right over him.
Anyways I walked into the school and went to my locker and grabbed all my textbooks I'll need for chem and then felt someone standing over me. Only person this could be was mattia, since Alvaro was on vacation he's not here for the time being. "Hey kai Kai" mattia said while slapping me on the back. Probably leaving a hand print. I turn around to see mattia, Alejandro. Two that bully me no matter if we were friends or not.
"H- hi m-m-mattia" I say while slightly shaking "awe the poor boys stuttering" mattia says while slapping me in the back of the head. "Man up you pussy." Ale says to me while laughing. All I could do was hold my head with pain. "Bye you loser" mattia says while slapping me again, making me fall on the ground hurting myself. "Fucking asshole omg" I say not even realizing I said it out loud. "What did you call me you piece of shit" mattia says while now hovering over me. "N-n-nothin-g-g" I say now deathly afraid of what he was gonna do to me. He picked me up brought me to the restroom and slammed me into one of the stalls while laughing. "I'm sorry mattia! Please stop!" I said while practically begging him to stop. "I'll stop when I want you fucking f@g" mattia yells at me. That's when I knew he was bullying me for turning gay. Why though? He seemed so happy about it when he took my virginity. Why was he so mad now?
Mattia POV:
I threw kairi into the stall in the boys locker room while laughing. All of this was funny to me, in my eyes he didn't deserve to be happy if he wasn't with me. "WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU. YOU PSHYCO" kairi screamed at me. I guess I said that last part out loud. "DONT YOU EVER CALL ME THAT!" I screamed right back at him, slapping him. Wait. Why am I doing this to kairi? Just two weeks ago we were best friends... what changed that.?
(Flash back:
"It's okay matti I forgive you!" Kairi said before getting pulled away into a different room. The guy looked like Robert. WTF.
Flashback over)
That's when it hit me. I was bullying him because he was happy with someone else and not me. I get knocked out of my thoughts when I hear kairi crying? Without even realizing, kairi had a cut on his stomach where I threw him into the stall. "KAIRI!" I yell as I fall to my knees crying. "Ow! Mattia help!" Was all I heard before kairi slowly fell into a deep chamber of sleep. "No! No! No! Kairi come back!!!" I say while helping him up and taking him to the hospital.
(Time skip to when mattia calls kairis mother)
"Hey Mrs. Cosentino. So.. something happened to kairi. And it's all my fault." Was all I got to say before she scream bloody murder in my ear and yelling she's on her way then hung up.
"What the fuck is wrong with you mattia?" I say low to myself while crying even more. This is rediculous he's never gonna trust me again. He probably hates me.
(This entire time mattia has been in the waiting room)
"Mr. Polibio?" I hear the nurse say. "That is me." I say with my head hung low. "Are you any relation with Mr. Cosentino?" She asks while looking at her papers. All I could think of to say is I'm his boyfriend :( I know it's bad but. "Yes I'm his boyfriend" I say while standing up looking at the nurse. "Okay! Right this way to see Mr. Cosentino." She tells me while walking into the room kairi was in. "Here you are Sir." She says before walking out.
Kairi was sitting there with his eyes closed and sleeping while his stomach was all stitched up. "Kairi! I'm so so so so sorry! I never meant for this to happen. I guess I got so caught up in not having you with me at all times I felt as if I bullied you my feelings for you would leave and I didn't have to think about you anymore. I know it sounds bad, but I love you with all my heart and I know you probably hate me for hurting you. In many ways I hurt you and I feel horrible about it but please don't leave me now. We have been friends forever and to see you like this makes me want to hurt myself for all the pain I caused you and your family." I tell the sleeping kairi. Not even noticing his mom was standing in the door with tears streaming down while listening to me talk to kairi. "Mattia your a very strong man. You have a lot of courage being in this room with all the pain you caused. But I'm proud of you. You took him here and called me, I know kairi doesn't hate you, he just. Fears you mattia. And I know you dont want that." She tells me while giving me a hug. All I could think about was how she said kairi fears me. I fucked up everything. I messed him up so bad he fears me. He was nothing but amazing to me and I fucked it all up by hurting him mentally and physically.
A/n: sorry for not updating but here's this!
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