❥˙𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 || 𝙄𝙉𝙐𝙈𝘼𝙆𝙄 𝙏𝙊𝙂𝙀

❥˙{𝗗𝗥𝗢𝗪𝗡}

"Get better soon myself"

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A few days had passed ever since you met that boy who happens to be Maki's friend and unfortunately you've caught fever for the second time this month.

Your head felt heavy and dizzy while your forehead felt like it is burning, you've already drank your medicine but no improvement has shown.

Your thoughts are empty, you don't know what to do except for taking a rest which is pretty boring if you're being completely honest.

Because of the heat you decided to wash your face in the bathroom, maybe it would somehow help you get better.

You slowly slide off from your bed and fell yo the ground before you used your legs to support your weight and walk to the bathroom.

When you opened the bathroom door, your feet met contact with the cold floor which made you shiver.

You look at yourself in the mirror. Messy hair, tired eyes, you looked like a walking zombie at this point but you couldn't care less i mean who would come to visit you at this hour? Probably a certain someone but you doubt it.

The silence disappears when you turn on the water tap.

You splashes water to your face, it is kind of refreshing but it didn't last long anyway.
You groaned in annoyance using the edge of the sink as a support.

After a few minutes of doing nothing you Take the towel beside the sink to wipe the water on your face. You sighed before whispering a 'get well soon' to yourself.

You got out of the bathroom and walk towards the fridge to find any kind of food that you can eat.

Fortunately, you saw the macaroons from Maki and the drink you got from the convinience store sitting in front of you like a 5 stars meal.

You took it and sat down in front of the tv, you turned on the tv with the remote beside you while you ate the macaroons.

Your apartment is dark, well not really since there's a source of light from the TV.

Your thoughts suddenly interrupted your peaceful day, the thought of how lonely you were made you sad and almost tear up.

Ever since that day, you've been very lonely and only talk to a few people and even though it has been 10 years and you're used to it sometimes you can't help but feel sad.

You wanted Maki to accompany you right now but that would be impossible considering Maki is at school right now.

Beside you dont want to trouble her either.

You were Drowning in your own sickness, but what could you do? You only can rest and get better.

You decided to play your favourite song which usually makes your day better but it didn't this time.

You just became less motivated to do Anything, you just wanna drown in the sea until you pass out.

You were covering yourself with a blanket you found earlier but then you remembered that you haven't meet him for a week, God you missed him so much although you didn't show it.

"I dont feel better at all"

You looked at the time.

'10AM'

Suddenly a video of a family plays on the TV which leads you to think what would it feel to live in a happy live with your parents.

It might sound cliche and all, but your father was a horrible man who often complains about having you around the house and how you were the reason your mother died from an illness that was caused by you.

But before your mother died, he was a very loving father who loves his child and wife but maybe his mental state was a mess after your mother died which harms you in the process.

But he died when you were five.

They both shared the same fate, leaving you here in this cruel world.

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Maki was busy praticing with her new weapon while her teacher watches her alongside with her classmates.

He noticed how Maki looks a bit off today and decided to ask her about it.

"Maki you good? Didn't look so well during practice" Satoru asked her from afar which only earns a nod, deep down Satoru knew what is on her mind the whole day but chose not to talk about it since Maki refuses.

"Well if you're having trouble with anything don't hesitate to tell me, I'm your teacher after all"

"Yes! I get it!"

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You were in shower, enjoying your peaceful time.

The bathtub is filled with warm water and bubbles, you were staring at the ceilings with an empty mind once again.

You slowly drown yourself inside the water and stay like that for a few seconds before coming out for oxygen.

It took you around 2 hours until you decided it's time to get out and sleep.

You dried yourself with towel and wore the clothes you felt comfortable in.

You walked outside the bathroom and sat on the bed. It has been around 1 year ever since you decided to not do anything in life, there are a few reasons why you decided to do such a thing but as long as the money kept going in why not?

It is already late when you noticed the time.

'2AM'

The sound of rain reaches your ears like a melody, you love rain during night time rather than day time. It felt relaxing and makes you sleep better.

You open the curtain to be greeted by beautiful view of the city in rain.

"Why things cant be like what they were..."

What do you mean by that? Well something happened 10 years ago that crushed your soul and made you close your heart.

The same reason you stopped doing anything.

You feel trapped inside a cage that was made by your yourself.

You slowly open the large window near your bed allowing the wind to enter your apartment.

Your hair dances with the wind.

The raindrops were making your face wet, your top is soaked, but you don't give a shit

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