The Alpha

It's Disgusting

Anika Kabir

Okay I didn't literally died I think I died then if something happened but my face had flushed and my organs are melted in puddle I wasn't even able to move from where I was do to my muscles decided to go absent and my heart was beating so loud that my head hurt I swollowed slowly

Shivay stood, the guy he was beating up hanging by his collar that shivay had tight hold over it I lay on my back near Shivay's feet my heart jumps out when he released the guy from his grip but he goes falling but quickly scrambled up and ran away the crowd was watching with such intend and my anxiety was bubbling in my throat and waiting for a release in the form of panic attack

I began breathing heavily on my accord as I tired to calm myself down I cannot have panic attack in front of these people I cannot embarass myself like this and became a freak I can't and I won't

My eyes flicks around to see everyone watching me I made me more anxious I look over to shivay and watched his blue eyes turns black which I never see before in my life my heart became normal and breathing calm down

Squinting I could see brief flash of indecision in his eyes But it was gone as soon as I saw it , he turned and walked away the crowd began bumping with each other to give him a way I frowned and began to feel Sympathetic for him I heart constricted as I knew the feeling

My shoulders were shaken by someone and I turned my head to see Mallika she helped me up and dusted bag

" Damm I have never seen anything like that before " she said with playful smile

" Why ? " I asked fully confused

He slung his arm around me and we walk together

" What i mean is either your luck is on your side or maybe shivay is tired today " she said and pulled me more towards her

I ignored her statement and she chuckled in response

" What period are we in now ? " I asked her quickly

" Third period " she said uncaring

I quickly pulled out my schedule from pocket And checked which class I meant to be in I suppose to be physics right now and looking at the time I am fifteen minutes late

" Do you know where is room 213 " I asked Mallika

" Yeah " she gives me instructions and I left her in the halls walking towards my class

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After the third period there was lunch break I walked myself out of the class made my ways towards the corridors I was walking mindless thinking about the morning incident

I let out a cry when my face collide with a rock solid hard wall I lift my head and touched the wall but as my hands reached out I feel biceps and I realised that it isn't a wall but a person and a large person I quickly moved back and looked at the person whom with I collide and my throat went dry as I find myself looking directly at shivay

I am so embarassed right now I feel like throwing up being this close to him is not good for my health his smell is toxicant and eyes blue like ocean and it didn't help that his focus on me I feel self conscious with how deeply he was staring at me but my stomach stirred at the same time

Say something

But what would I say ? I gulped slowly as I caught his eyes darting on my throat and watching my movement I awkwardly averted my eyes feel suffocated and overwhelming by him

" I-i am sorry " I squeaked out

He didn't say anything and I felt my cheeks redden was what I said was dumb ? I groaned inwardly why do you even care Anika ? I sighed I looked at his fist that lay by his side and I looked at him with concern