day three.

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The sky isn't purple, but the light is. It's a nice, gentle kind of purple you wouldn't mind looking at before you die.

IN THE CLASSROOM AGAIN, 7: 34 A.M:

RAIN: Pitter patter.

LAPTOP: Whirr.

LAPTOP: Ding.

KEYBOARD: Tap, tap.

GRANT: Do you want to talk or something?

ME:

ME:

ME:

ME: Yeah.

And so we do.

- - - - -

So maybe we could be friends after all. Grant was nice. I enjoyed our conversations, and we cared about each other. He never said "Okay" when it wasn't.

LAST PERIOD ON THURSDAY, IN THE HALLWAY:

ME: Sob.

TEARS: PLIP.

HALLWAY: Squeak, tap.

GRANT: Ree-

GRANT:

GRANT:

GRANT: Are you-

GRANT:

GRANT:

GRANT: Okay?

I contemplate this for awhile. Some people would go:

Yes, I'm fine.

Or:

It's nothing.

But I don't want to lie as much as I don't want to be lied to.

ME: *Shakes head*

GRANT: Oh.

He sits down beside me and tentatively sets an arm around my shoulder. I stiffen before snuggling closer.

GRANT: * whispers* Let it out.

And I do.

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