i am so scared of you
your terrors wake me at night
you're my past
and i dont ever wanna let you in my life again
but they slightly raise their voice
unknowingly raise their hand
unkowningly raise my suspicion
and my inner child starts wailing
aching for split skin and rivers of liquid pouring like simply rain
rain made out of tears and thunders made out of screams
unknowingly my entire world falls apart with them never knowing about the raging hurricanes within me
you're my past
but my inner wailing child
secretly wishes youd be my all and everything always and forever
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shades of red
Poetry- im laying in my own blood + + + TW! self harm + + + a collection of poetry by violet merciless