i stopped counting the days that ive spent without you
but i am aware that its been a horribly long time
a blessfully long time
and now about one and half years later
i lay here with them
rambling about random topics
and you still intrude my mind
i lay here with them
and all i want to do is run
run to your safety and terror
i lay here with them
and i want nothing more than to feel your touch
i lay here with them
and my entire self yells at me that i should could have to harm every piece of skin left on my body
YOU ARE READING
shades of red
Poetry- im laying in my own blood + + + TW! self harm + + + a collection of poetry by violet merciless