Imagine that on the picture below that's Rachel and not Quinn
Rachel's POV.
I was a little worried how Santana and Kurt will react I think they will pull the crap out of me but I had to do this change so I can go threw the break up.
My dads will come tommorrow afternoon but I think they will except my new look bc they said it by them selfs 'we will always love you sweety no matter what you have done or what sex do you love you will always be our daughter over which we are very proud'
I'm so happy to have my dads bc I know I will always have them by my side forever and they could never break my hurt bc they are always the ones who fix it
As I was walking to school I saw a bunch of people starring on me but I didn't care I just carried on walking
I entered the school and it began. The disgusting looks from the kids in the hall and the confused look from the teachers but as I saw Kurt and San waiting by my locker my heard starts to beeding faster
"Hey guys" I said casual
"Oh my god!" They said in unison
"What?" I asked confused
"Y-your look" Kurt said worried
"Yeah I changed it a little bit" I said calm
"A little bit?" San yelled still shocked
"Yeah a little bit more... what do you think?" I asked with wide eyes
"Well...it just...that's not you Rach" Kurt was interrupted by San
"Well we know why you did this to get over Finn but there are 10 thousand other options to get over a guy like eating ice cream with your best friend and a bunch of sleep overs but if you want it that way we will support you right Kurt" she said hitting Kurts stomach with her elbow
"Y-yeah shure" he said holding his stomach that probably hurts
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In Spanish Class
Rachel's POV.
Oh god I forgot that Finn and I are sitting together in class.. ugh.. I'm not in the mood to talk to him. I hate him!
"Hey Rache... Omg! No! Stop right their! Why are you looking like this!!"
Finn shouted on me like he was my bf or something
"Finn you have no right to yell at me how I look bc you have lost all right to do this if you were my bf I would listen to you about what do you think of my new style but we aren't dating anymore Finn!! So just shut up and don't say how much you hate how I look like bc I don't care about your opinion I just care of the opinion from people who actually love me!!!" I said with tears in my eyes I could stand it any longer so I just stormed out from the class room and went to the restroom
"Rachel?" I heard somebody calling my name but I didn't answer
"Rachel I know you're here please open the door" he begged
"Brody!?"
"Yes"
"What do you want from my life?!" I asked with tears
"Rachel I want you I'm so sorry what I have done to you I really am please give me a chance to show you how sorry I am I can fix you I can pull all your pieces from your broken heart and put them together if you'll let me, please!!"
"Brody you have done me so much pain! I beg you to leave me alone I don't want you in my live anymore not bc I don't forgive you I forgave you excually but my point is that I don't love you anymore my love feelings for you are gone and they will never come back again, to see your boyfriend naked with another women in a bed it's just... I can't even describe what I felt at this moment but I know what I feel now
Nothing! You are staying here infront of me and I feel nothing! Did you get it now! I have to go" and then I stormed out and left him their all alone... he deserve it he ruined my relationship and my life, again!
Finns POV.
I don't know what to say I really don't know! I hurt her so bad I have to get it right! I have too, but first I need to talk to her
After the bell rang we all went to the cafeteria but I didn't see Rachel that was really unaccustomed I thought to look after her and were did I found her!
Below the bleachers... smoking!
"Rachel since when are you smoking!!" I yelled
"Since when do you care?" She said smoking the cigarette
"Rach that isn't you! Please get back to normal and let me help you" I said grabbing her wrist
"No Finn that's who I am now you made me that person congrats I really loved you" she said pulling her wrist out of my hands
"Rachel I still love you I did a mistake, one mistake please don't let us end like this I thought we were over, I thought you kissed him bc your feelings for him were back if the guy was some rendome dude I wouldn't act like this but Rachel he was you ex-boyfriend I thought you became feelings for him again please you have to believe me" I said and then I couldn't anymore, I cried, infront of her!
But she did something I've never expect... she hugged me very very tight and it felt so good to have her in my arms again, her little beautiful tiny body
"Finn... I, I really really want to forgive you but it just hurts to much I can get this picture out of my head were you and her are lying naked in the bed together in the position only I should be with you" and then she started crying either
"Rachel I would never hurt you on purpose"
"Finn I don't know... let's get things slow and start as friends again ok"
I didn't say anything I just smiled I was so happy and I just hugged her for the answer
"But what is with your new look?"
"Finn I don't know if I want to change I'm still heart broken but at least I can put the piercings out I don't know if I will stop smoking or putting so much eyeliner but I could at least drown my hair brown again"
"That would be great you aren't a bad girl Rach you are my tiny beautiful gorge... Oh crap did I say my? I'm sorry I have to get use to it that you aren't mine anymore won't happend again"
"It's okay Finn now let's go we have glee club"
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In Glee Club
"Okay guys lets make a set list for region... Omg Rachel what happened to you?" Mr shue said shocked
"Eh... I just changed a little bit but I will remove it"
"Okay I'm glad bc I don't know if I would let you on the stage like this" he said and Finn and I sat down
"Okay guys we need a duet a solo and a group number... spill!"
"I think Rachel should sing the solo" Finn said and everybody agreed with him
"What song do you have in your mind Rachel" Mr.Shue asked me
"Well I have a song in my mind 'don't rain on my parade'?"
"Yes that would be great and I think the duet should sing Finn and Rachel" and again the hole glee club agreed bc they know if Finn and I would sing we definitely gonna win this thing
"Okay I know it! Finn and Rachel will sing 'pretending' and the group number will be 'lean on me'"
We all cheered about Mr.Shues song choice and he dismissed us
This day was better then I expected I thought I would get worst and I'm thankful that Finn and I are friends again I don't know when we will be together again and I don't really no if I want to be a couple with him again, he hurt me so much and I'm scared that he would do that again I know he's sorry but that what he did was really awful and I can't understand him
I think I should go back and start do date other guys so I can get over him I don't know if Finn and I should ever be in a relationship again and I know that he probably won't understand it but I don't want to be with him at this time I want to enjoy my life and I know the won think who everyone enjoys in life... SEX!
I will get over Finn with a lot of sex I think that this will help me at least I hope it will
I mean everyone who gets hurt have a lot of one night stands, don't they? Of course they do
Rachel Berry will rock the world of all the hot guys in McKinley Highschool, footballers be prepared
I smirk at myself at the thought and then started to went home...
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Will Rachel get over Finn like this??
Or will this hurt her even more??
Stay tune!!
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