Don't get any
Big ideas
They're not
Gonna happen
--
First comes denial
Last night... Was magical
Why why why are you doing this to me?
Martin, my brother, the lover I've always wanted
It can't be
Then comes anger
--
You paint yourself white
And fill up with noise
There'll be
Something missing
--
How are you doing this to me?? Did last night mean nothing to you?? Were you just playing? You're so cruel
Then comes sadness
--
Now that you found it
It's gone
--
"Chris... I think we shouldn't do this
Ever again"
Hardest words to speak
I can feel his heart breaking
But... That's just gonna last a while. Isn't it?
He'll get over me
He'll find something better...
Not this sick bastard that is me
--
Now that you feel it
You don't
You've gone off the rails
--
Last comes acceptance.
Of course he wants nothing with me
I'm His younger brother
He can't feel the same about me.
--
You'll go to hell
For all your dirty mind
Is thinking
