Actual Diary entry: August 23th, 2020
I am in love, I am in love with a PSG Player💞…. I am so sad today, they worked so hard and yet....
If I am this sad, I can't possibly imagine the kind of pain he is feeling right now. But cheer up love, you still have next year, we still have next year,
I am in love with a man who does not know I am existing. Where I come from, guys do the chasing but reverse is the case for me, I do the chasing, it is my thing and I enjoy the chase. It is fun, ladies should try it more often.
Does it work? I know you want to ask me that, It works. Show a man that you are a great conversationalist and you are halfway through his heart. Men love to talk to woman who will respond with the same intelligence (f.y.i. I don’t date guys with nothing upstairs)
That my friends is the first part to getting your dream man and also show them, you are ready to get freaky. When I mean freaky, I mean you are ready to do anything with him
But I don’t think I have actually answered the question.... you are asking if it worked for me, as in has it ever led to a relationship. Sadly, my friend, it has not. Some have girlfriends, some are on a life journey different from mine….. While some just want to hurt me
Don’t blame me, I am always attracted to the handsome ones…. Well if I am been honest, I am probably in love with my love because he is popular…. And also hot
I am in love with a man who I know nothing about except for his ever smiling and cheerful self he post on Instragram and his confident person I see during interviews… but is that who he really is?
My love looks like a mama’s boy👩👦 to me……. Believe me, the worst kind of guy you can ever date is a mama’s boy. Prepare your mind to date the guy with the mom making important decisions about your relationship. Run🏃♀️ from a mama’s boy, they are usually annoying and frustrating
Does his feet smell like my friend Lekie’s feet? Is he the kind of guy that demands sex as a compensation for a good deed like Shy Richard (I will tell you about that asshole another day)? He looks like someone that can blows up in anger💣💥 at any small issue
I think he is someone that can destroy existing relationships when things are not going his way. Does he hold women with upmost regard?🤔 Is he one of those guys who feels inferior at the sight of their women’s achievement?
Is he the kind that gets jealous easily? Is he the possessive type?(I hate possessive guys). What kind of diseases does he have?..... I don’t have answers to these questions 🤦♀️
I am in love and I am also sacred. I am scared of what the future hold for me, for us…….. But, the hell am I going to let that stop me 💁♀️
I am not going to tell you I love you like that hypocrite (GEA)😏….so
I am in love, I am in love with a PSG player😍, and this is me just thinking out loud
Blackie
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