Thoughts

Flatline

TW: Death

Sorry that I haven't been updating much if anyone was looking forward to this. So I give you this new scene.
I should really start writing some more happy scenes. I'm sorry for all the sappy ones.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------You stared off, into the unknown.

Out of the window and into the sky.

Your eyes were sweet as honey,

soothing as the patter of rain that danced on glass.

What do you search for, in the sky? I asked.

You sat there on the bed, silent. So I simply sat, still.

The tranquillity of the room suffocated me.

My worries, slowly eating me up.

The slow beep of the monitor,

that was your heart.

How slowly it was beating, it terrified me.

It seemed your whole being was ready,

ready to leave me.

You then tore your eyes from the mesmerizing sky,

and stared into my eyes.

No, right into my soul.

The sky was darker now, the sun was setting after all.

Yet the sun seemed to glow behind you.

Shining to make this moment ethereal,

just for me.

. . .

You smiled, so brightly, so sweetly.

Your whole being shined like a deity,

Time seemed to stop.

I couldn't move.

I knew what was to come after your next words.

I wanted to stop you.

I needed to stop you,

Just for the sake of my heart.

My soul.

You reached your hand out.

Towards me.

Your frail hand, gently stroking my face.

Your words.

Your smile.

I hate you for saying those words.

I wanted to believe.

So why say those words.

I hate you.

I couldn't say it.

I still can't say it.

So why did you?