I sit on a bench in a train station, obviously waiting for a train. But which one? I look at the timetable. There is a list of trains with their destinations. I look around. A lot of other people sit in here too. I don't recognize anyone. I stand up and walk around.
Y/n: Liam? Stiles? Scott? Lydia? Malia?
I swallow.
Y/n *with shaky voice*: Allison?
I scoff.
Y/n: At least I'm not dead! And now I'm talking to myself! Great!
Stiles: Y/N?!
I look up and see Stiles running towards me.
Y/: Stiles?
He reaches me and hugs me, but I pull back.
Stiles: You okay? It's me, Stiles!
Y/n: I know! I know! I know you Stiles! And I know what you said!
Stiles: What? What do you mean?
Y/n: You love her!
Stiles: How do you- You heard me?
Y/n: Yes! Yes, I did! The last thing I heard, was my crush telling an other girl, that he loves her!
Stiles looks at me with sadness in his eyes.
Stiles: And I still remember the god damn feeling I had, when I saw MY crush kissing an other guy!
Y/n: Y- you mean me and L- Liam kissing, don't you?
Stiles: And you were dating! I needed to see you suffer under the relationship! I was able to tell when you had another fight! You always had that sad and guilty look on your face.
Y/n: I didn't suffer!
Stiles: You did!
Y/n: NO I DID NOT!
Stiles: THEN WHAT WAS THAT, WHEN I WANTED TO CHECK ON YOU?! I SAW YOU SITTING IN A CORNER OF YOUR ROOM, CRYING!
Y/n: I WASN'T SUFFERING!
Stiles: STOP YELLING!
Y/n: YOU STOP YELLING!
We both look away.
Stiles: Maybe we both made mistakes.
Y/n: NO! You and Lydia love each other and Liam wasn't a mistake!
I look down.
Stiles: You still love him, don't you?
I swallow.
Stiles: You do!
Y/n: You don't understand it!
Stiles: Then try to explain it to me!
Y/n: No! I don't have to do anything!
I walk away and start looking for an exit.
Stiles: Y/n! Wait!
I ignore him.
Stiles: Why him?
I walk a bit faster.
Stiles: Y/n!
Y/n: SHUT UP!
I turn around.
Y/n: YOU KNOW WHAT OUR FIGHTS WERE ABOUT?!
Stiles shakes his head.
Y/n: I SAID HE SHOULD STAY AWAY FROM ME!
Stiles: What?
Y/n: I DON'T WANT HIM TO GET HURT! EVERYONE I LOVE, GETS HURT! LAURA, LEO,-
Stiles: Stop it!
He comes to me.
Stiles: Hey! Laura's death wasn't your fault and also, Leo didn't get hurt, he just took the wrong way, which was his own decision! None of what happened is your fault!
Y/n: I just don't want anyone to get hurt! If Liam would get hurt, or worse, I would never forgive myself!
Stiles: We'll get out of here and then you'll tell him!
I hug him.
Y/n: Thank you!
Stiles' heart beats really fast. He swallows.
Stiles: You're welcome!
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New start
FanfictionAfter the suicide of her best friend, y/n wants to have a new start in Beacon Hills. But what she doesn't know, she won't be the only werewolf there.
