Uncovered love

Chapter 17

(Justin pov)

After the whole Elijah giving me a bj in the kitchen I was kinda embarrassed like was I that loud. I took a fast shower and put on some cute underwear and shorts also decided I really was going to take one of there hoodies, while walking to Mason's room I didn't even notice anybody was in there so I just walked in "oh hey Justin how was this morning" Jace said smirking at me "oh my god you scared me Jace" I said jumping like 10 feet in the air "my bad sweetie didn't mean to scare you" he said hugging me "it's fine Jace next time just don't sneak up on someone" I said smiling at him.

when I pulled away to look at him I noticed that he was only in underwear and it looked like he just got out the shower "take a picture it'll last long" he said smiling and I just rolled my eyes at him while he put some sweatpants on "what are you doing in here anyways" he said finally semi-dressed "I'm stealing one of Mason hoodies because he laughed at me" I said "oh yea he told me you ran up the stairs yelling you where gonna steal one of his or Elijah's hoodies" he said laughing "shut up or you'll be next honey" I said grabbing the black hoodie walking out of the room.

While walking down the stairs I slipped on Mason's hoodie wow it smells like him still. I was pulled out of me weirdly smelling the hoodie by chatter and laughter coming from the kitchen so I went in, "hey all of you are up and it's only 5:30pm" I said sarcastically "well we all couldn't sleep no more after hearing you yelling Elijah's name throughout the whole damn house oh and by the way how was it" Christian said laughing I just rolled my eyes I guess I'm never gonna live this down so I might as well be smart about it "it was amazing but I bet you're just mad that I wasn't screaming your name cutie" I said to Christian winking I bet he didn't expect that come back haha.

After that whole thing in the kitchen everyone wanted to watch movies so I went to the living room but they wasn't headed that way "whare are y'all going I thought y'all wanted to watch movies" I said "we are watching movies but not in the living room but in the movie room come on" Elijah said and I followed. I didn't even know there was a damn movie room in this house I mean the house is big as hell I just never really looked around that much I just was looking around one day and found the damn gaming room, we stopped at a door which I'm guessing is the movie room and let me tell you it was big and had a big ass movie theater type of screen damn what type of "work" do they do to have all this shit. "I know it's nice right now come sit down with me and watch the movie with me" Jace said smiling at me and I followed his orders and enjoyed the movie we was watching which was Jurassic Park.

I didn't cook tonight we just ordered a shit ton of pizza and watched movies all day which I enjoyed, even though we didn't do anything really exciting I still had fun hanging out with all of them. They make me feel at home and safe and I love it, it just scares the shit outta me because you're not suppose to like more then one person right?

And even if I could how the hell would my parents take it yea my dad is supportive and will support me through anything but my mother is a different person she would flip out and yell at me and say I should've been born normal and all that shit and I fucking hate it because I'm not freaking normal I wish I was sometimes.

"Are you ok Justin you been spacing out throughout most of the time" Jace said looking at me worriedly "yes I'm fine" I said getting a little to upset not at him but at myself "I need some air I'll be back" I said to him leaving the movie room going to sit on the back porch.

I feel like I can't breath and my vision started getting blurry from the tears but I can't breath and I know I'm having a panic attack I just need to get through it and I'll be fine "breath Justin breath" I kept repeating out loud but it wasn't working, I been panicking for a couple minutes and it's getting worse "Justin Justin! Are you ok breath Justin breath" I could hear I think Elijah's voice but it sounds far and distant "breath damnit before you pass out" Elijah yelled but I couldn't so he pulled me into a long deep hug and I could feel myself calming down.

After a couple of minutes with me in his arms I some how ended up on his lap but nothing was sexual about it he was just comforting me, "will you tell me why you was having a panic attack" Elijah said "how long have I been out here before you came out" I asked "you was out here for 10 minutes before I came I went looking for you but couldn't find you then I saw the door open and came out here panicking" he said still looking me in my eyes

"now tell me why you was having a whole panic attack" he said "because I'm not normal" I said in a whisper "what do you mean you're not normal? " he said "I have always been told by my mom that I'm not normal because I'm gay and that it's wrong to like the same gender and I wish I was born normal" I said, I hadn't even realized that I crying again until I felt Elijah wrap his arms around me again telling me that I would be ok and that I am normal.

After I stopped crying again I still didn't feel normal I felt uneasy I need to talk to someone to know if liking more then one person is normal and Elijah is already here so why not ask him right?

"Elijah... Is it also normal to like more then one person because if I'm not normal for already liking the same gender then it must not be right to like more then one person right?" I said and he just looked at me with a complete shocked face. "Justin I think it's time we have some of that talk we have been meaning to have with you" he said standing up with me in his arms still.

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