Chapter 1: My crazy life

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Right now, I was at the Gallagher house playing with my son and daughter before I have to work at the Alibi. "Starr, Kev's about to come pick you up. Mickey and Ian are going to watch Giselle and Joey Jr for you." My big sister figure Fiona told me. "Thanks Fi." I told her then ran upstairs to get ready.

" I told her then ran upstairs to get ready

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My outfit!!

Once I was done, I posted a picture on Instagram.

Once I was done, I posted a picture on Instagram

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@Starr_Jones: About to leave for work. Remember to come by the Alibi tonight. ❤️ U all of my friends and family also my fans.


Once I posted the picture, I walked downstairs and I kissed the top of Giselle's head then Joey Jr's head. I then hear a knock on the door letting me know that it was time for me to leave. Once Kev and I got to the Alibi, I walked onto the stage and got ready for the first song of the night. "Ladies and Gentlemen, back by popular demand. The one, the only... Starr Jones." Kev announced to everyone. Everyone then cheered me on and I saw 5 familiar faces one of them being my boyfriend. "Hi everyone, this song goes out to a special friend/ ex boyfriend of mine. So, here it is.

I will not make the same mistakes that you did. I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery. I will not break the way you did. You fell so hard. I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far.
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk. Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt. Because of you I find it hard to trust, Not only me but everyone around me. Because of you, I am afraid.
I loose my way. And it's not too before. You point it out. I cannot cry. Because I know that's weakness in your eyes. I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh every day of my life. My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with.
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk. Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt. Because of you I find it hard to trust, Not only me but everyone around me. Because of you, I am afraid.
I watched you die, I heard you cry every night in your sleep, I was so young you should have known better than to lean on me. You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain. And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing.
Because of you I never strayed too far from the sidewalk. Because of the you, I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt. Because of you, I try my hardest just to forget everything. Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in. Because of you, I'm ashamed of my life, because it's empty. Because of you, I am afraid. Because of you. Because of you.

Once I was done singing, I went to the bar to get a Sprite.

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