My Brother's Best friends

6

I just sat there silent.. just staring at the TV while they all played the game. I thought I was going to faint. Felix knew something was wrong with me. He kept shaking me.

"Y/n? Y/n?" Felix said

I felt like my soul left my body.. my head hurting me more then it did. What the fuck just happened?

I was in total shock. How and why would Namjoon do this to me? And hearing Yoongi's answer. Like am I ever allowed to live my life? I feel trapped... yeah I'm 16 but I'm not really a kid technically. I don't understand why I can't make decisions either...

I got up and couldn't even think straight.. nor walk. My head was killing me that bad. I started sobbing... I had to hold on to something quick cause I was getting light headed. Well that wasn't good...

I fell on the ground... and knocked out.

Why? Why? Why?

Next thing I knew I was on my couch.. my eyes slowly adjusting. Everyone around me with blurry.

"Y/n?" Yoongi asked

"Hmmm?" I said holding my head.

 

"What happened?" I asked weak.

I tried siting up but yoongi laid me back down.

"You..you were walking and crying and then you went down." He said.

Oh yeah! I fucking remember.. cause Namjoon is a total asshole.

This time I sat up.. I didn't want to lay down anymore.

"Y/n you need to lay down" Yoongi said

"No...no I'm fine" I said.

"You never fall down and pass out. Something had to trigger you for that to happen" Yoongi said.

I looked around and Felix was next to me holding my hands. Jungkook was behind yoongi with worried eyes. Hoseok was sitting next to me.  Changbin   had a wet towel on my head. And Hyunjin was in the kitchen getting me water.

But where was Namjoon and Taehyung?

"Just my head.. that's all" I said weak.

"You need to go to the hospital" Yoongi said

"No.. I'm fine I just need fresh air" I said.

I slowly got up and the boys all helped me up and I walked on the patio. I sat on the rocking chair outside. The cold crisp air hitting my body. I looked up in the sky and started crying.

I heard the door open and Felix came and sat next to me.

"Hey are you okay?" He asked.

I couldn't answer.. I was crying to hard.

"I need to walk" I said sobbing

"Let's go then" he said.

Felix helped me up and we slowly walked .

I couldn't hold back my tears. Why would he do this to me? I knew Namjoon never liked me. As kids he was already rude and hurtful towards me. While Hoseok was so sweet.

"So what really happened?" Felix asked. "Y/n you can tell me anything and I won't say nothing"

"I want to tell you.. but I'm afraid it'll get back to Yoongi" I said.

"Y/n you know me... you know I'd never do that to you. You told me secrets and I never said anything to anyone. And I told you stuff and vice versa. I'd never tell anything you say to anyone. We've been like that since kids" Felix said