My Brother's Best friends

12

After we played the video games... the boys were drinking. I told yoongi what ever I do he can't get mad. So I grabbed a beer... even though I hate the bitter taste.

We were all in the kitchen.. messing around and I was drinking and standing up. I made Hyunjin hold me and all.. he knew what I was doing. Because I told him Jungkook broke up with me before hand. So he played along...

Hyunjin was holding me and kissing my cheek. Jungkook kept drinking and trying to talk to everyone but he kept staring at me. Next thing I knew, Taehyung came in through outback.

This is just perfect!! I told Hyunjin that I was going to try with Taehyung and he laughed.

Taehyung came through the door and I went up to him. Rubbing his arm and kissing his cheek. Taehyung rubbed and groped my body. I looked at Jungkook and his face was red. Taehyung grabbed my ass and was biting my neck.

I think I got my point across... Jungkook slammed his phone down. The whole house went quite. Jungkook grabbed my arm and yanked me outside.

"What are you doing y/n??" Jungkook asked annoyed

"Why does it matter to you? You broke up with me Jungkook! I didn't do shit to you and you leave me like this. I didn't fucking do anything! All I did was fucking love you... and you do this. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. That's how fucking much I loved you! I gave up myself to you... you were my first for everything and you break up with me. I swear you only just used me for fucking sex!" I yelled

Jungkook just stared at me

"I'm sorry babe please....I never used you for sex. I promise... I would never do that shit" he said

I looked at him with tears in my eyes..

"I don't know Jungkook... you really did fuck me up..sorry isn't going to cut it." I said

"Please y/n" Jungkook said

"Tell me why you broke up with me ?" I asked

Jungkook looked me in the eyes

"Its complicated okay..." he said.

"What's so complicated about it Jungkook?" I asked crying

"I..I can't explain it okay... it's hard" he said

I rolled my eyes..

"Okay.. whatever.. you can't explain it.. all I have done was been truthful with you and told you everything. Never did I once keep anything from you for the past 9 months we've been together. But you can't tell me why you broke up with me. It's fine.. totally understand it. Wish I never got with you! I wish I never met you! " I said with tears

I left Jungkook alone out there and went inside. I don't know yet... he left me with no explanation. It hurt me.. I can't forgive a person so easily. I was already numb because of my parents dying. Love didn't mean shit to me anymore... it's just words that don't mean anything those words were just lies. The only person I truly love is yoongi...

I feel bad on how I treated Amanda. At that moment, I was just so furious and upset that I didn't know what to do. I need to apologize to her. She has been there for me through everything and I was rude to her.

(Ringing)

*Hello* she said.

"Mandy, I'm so sorry on how I treated you. In that moment I didn't know what to think. My mind was cloudy... I was confused. Please forgive me" I said.

(It was quiet)

*Bitch, your lucky I love you. Yes I forgive you. Girl let me tell you.. you have sass. Your one sassy bitch. I never knew you had all that in you. Shit I wonder if you can beat someone up with all that sass and anger in you.* she said.