I was sitting at the bar in my club, staring at my drink as I think of Steve. Men and women have tried to come up to me all night but I wasn't interested. I never was.
Tonight I just wanted to be alone, I wanted to drink heavily and go home and pass out.
"Why are you in a shitty mood. Your usually out there dancing or fucking someone upstairs." Bucky sits beside me and rolls his eyes.
"I'm not in the mood, Buck. And I'm not a whore." I mutter.
"Hey...I'm sorry. Talk to me." He smiles softly.
"Your friend Steve...there's something about him I like. He's not like the other guys I've met...he's actually nice and caring. He stares at me like I'm the only girl in the world. And for once...I feel something. I feel emotions."
"Is that why you party like that? To feel something?" Bucky asks.
"Yup. Never works." I sigh.
"Then why don't you see Steve again? I know he likes you."
"Theres no way I could start any relationship. I'm a monster, he's like an Angel. Pure and angelic." I put my head in my hands.
"But we're still trying to get out, remember?" Bucky whispers.
"Yeah...that's doesn't change who I am. I'm still a monster."
"I still say you go for it. And We are gonna take down Hydra." Bucky smiles, looking around us.
I nod and look down at my phone, "Steve texted me. Asking me out to dinner tomorrow."
"That's great! Say yes!"
"I am...I am." I bite my lip and text him back.
"I just want you to be happy." Bucky smiles.
"I want you to be happy too."
"Can you set me up with that instructor Natasha?" He smirks.
"No." I smirk.
"Aw come on!"
"You only want one thing." I smile.
"That's not true!"
"I'll introduce you to her, that's it." I chug my drink and stand.
"Fine."
"So how are we gonna get out?" I look up at him.
"I have some documents we could send to the FBI. But you'll need to get into Pierce's office and delete everything about us."
"Let's wait. Pierce goes on vacation in December. Perfect time." I nod.
"Sounds good. Until then, I'm gonna get as much evidence as I can."
"Perfect." I nod as we walk outside.
"Hey..." Bucky stops me. "We will be free."
"I hope so."
"Lets go get some food." Bucky throws his arm around me.
"Sure. I haven't eat anything all day." I shrug. "But I'm not buying this time."
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Bucky and I came to a nice pizza place, it was nice to hang out with my friend when we weren't forced to kill people.
We ordered a pizza and some beers, sitting outside and enjoying the nice nighttime weather of New York. And of course telling funny stories.
"Remember that time I poured white glue on you while you were dancing. Then I threw feathers at you." Bucky laughs as he takes a bite of pizza.
"That wasn't funny at all. I had to cut off all my hair from the glue." I laugh.
"Sorry." He shrugs.
"Remember when I glued you to the seat in the cafeteria? You had to rip your pants off and run back to your dorm in your panties." I laugh.
"That's was fucked up." He points at me. "I was made fun after that."
"Yeah but that didn't last long. Because I kicked anyone's ass that made fun of you."
"I-I didn't know that." He leans back.
"I may be four years younger but....I'll always protect you. Your my best friend." I shrug.
Bucky stares at me for a moment. "I'd die for you...I hope you know that." He smiles.
I lean forward, "Bucky....Stop being a pussy." I lightly smack his face.
He shakes his head and stands, "I'll get a couple more beers."
I watch as he walks off, "I'd die for you too." I whisper.
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Infatuated - (Fem Reader X Steve Rogers)
Fanfiction( This story has nothing to do with the movies and includes nothing to do with powers or super soldiers. ) Y/N L/N was taken at a young age by Alexander Pierce and forced to join the notorious Gang: Hydra. You were brainwashed until the age of eight...
