If you were ever asked to detail the nights where panic-filled your senses and you picked your scalp till it was raw, you could. If you were asked to list your shortcomings and how you felt like the ground under you would collapse from the very weight of the shame they made you feel, You could. If you were asked to detail the days where getting out of bed felt too daunting of a task to complete, you could. But this was something that you could never imagine yourself detailing.
Contentment was the one thing that felt so out of reach, till it wasn't. You would have never been able to imagine the fog leaving your mind or the nighttime becoming a friend instead of a foe. The ground feeling sturdy after mishaps. Yet you could and as you look over to your lover beside you in bed, you are ever so grateful for her being with you. She was your salvation.
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an- sorry for how short this chapter is I just felt like writing a little vent piece sorta? I promise the next chapter will be longer. I also apologize if it's not in the same style as the previous chapters, it has been a few months between when the first two chapters were written so my writing style has become a bit different. The perspective of this piece is also different.
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big vampire milf and y/n
Fanficy/n and Alcina Dimitrescu. this feels like a blast from the past posting on here. if you like my work you can find more on ao3. the first 2 chapters are older so the chapters will get better after the third chapter.
