Loving People Is Hard... (DISCONTINUED!)

The Love Doctor! (Kind of-)

(Angie during the whole chapter-)
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(Himiko's POV)

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As soon as class was over I put away my stuff and ran to Angie's desk. I looked back at Tenko hoping she wouldn't walk over to me, but she was in her own little bubble as always...

"Oh hey Himiko! Are you heading to lunch?" Angie said snapping my attention back to her. "Uhhh, yeah! Do you want to eat together today?" I asked. "You're not going to eat with Tenko?" Confused, she looked behind me at Tenko's desk. "Um, nope! It's been so long since we ate together, so how about it?" I said, I mean it was true. We haven't really ate with each other in weeks. "Sure! Should we invite Tenk-"

"NO!" I yelled causing everyone's attention to turn to me. "T-that's actually what I wanted to talk about..." I said sheepishly. The class quickly went back to their own business after. "Oh, okay! Shall we go then? I heard the cafeteria is having meatloaf today!" Angie smiled while getting up from her chair. "Sure, just anywhere but here-" I whispered to myself while grabbing Angie's hand and running out the classroom.

(Tenko's POV)

I put away my things and quickly stood up and walked up to Himiko's desk. "Hey Himiko wanna g- Oh, she's not here-" My smiled slowly disappeared.

"Yeah she left with Angie a few minutes ago." I turned my head to look behind me to see a sad Kaede sitting at her desk.  "Oh...okay." bummed out, I sat down at Himiko's desk and looked at the classroom door. "Maybe she'll come before the bell rings? It would be nice if we could even get a little snack together...." I sighed and put my head on the desk.

"Well at least I'm not the only one who got dumped last minute-" I heard Kaede giggle sadly. I turned to face her and asked, "Who where you supposed to meet up with?" Kaede frowned, maybe this wasn't a good question to ask. "Well I was supposed to hang out with Shuichi today after school, but then just after the bell rung for lunch, he came to my desk and told me he accidentally promised someone else they would hang out. So I guess I'm a little bummed out..." She sighed. "Aw man that sucks... He should've double checked his schedule because now he wasted your time!" I huffed while sitting up. "Exactly! And I made sure I was free all day today just make sure I wasn't busy, and he cancels on me just like that!" She said dramatically throwing her hands in the air. We then both bursted into laughter.

After we calmed down, I asked "Wait you said you're free after school today right? Why don't we hang out together at my place?" Kaede's quickly smiled and nodded in agreement. "Sure! I haven't been to your house in a while, so it should be fun!" We both then spent the rest of our lunch planning out our afternoon.

IN THE LUNCHROOM
(Himiko's POV)

Angie and I grabbed our seats closest to the lunch line and got ready for a VERY long discussion. "So what's so important that we needed to come here?" Angie asked while she bit into her tuna sandwich. Looking away in disgust, I said "I kinda have a problem and you're the only one I think that can help me..." "Oh really? Well don't be shy, tell me!" Angie said with a smug look on her face, ready for me to spill all the details. "Well it's about.....Tenko......" I mumbled quietly under my breath while I played with my food. I expected Angie to say something right away, but she just sat there in shock.

"Did I break her?...."

"Has the time finally come?..." Angie whispered still in shock. "Nyeh? What's that supposed to mean!?" I said in confusion. I waved my hand in front her face trying to bring her back to her senses. "Oh thank you Atua! So, what about her!? Ooo did something happen between you two during the trip???" Angie teased. "NO! Well, yes.... BUT NOT IN THE WAY TOU THINK!" I whispered yelled trying to defend myself. "Mhm sureee, so what happened?" Angie asked finishing her lunch. "Um well....after, an "incident" happened between u-" "What incident!? Aren't you gonna tell me!?" Angie interrupted. I glared at her telling her to let me talk. "Sigh, I-I'll tell you later. Now do you wanna hear the story or not!?" I complained while I crossed my arms. Angie rolled her eyes and nodded staying silent. "Anyways, ever since "that" happened, I haven't been able to think clearly around her.... I-I've been having these weird thoughts when I'm around her and I-I don't know if I'm being a creep or not.... Something like this has happened before and Tenko hasn't mentioned anything about them, and it just makes me feel every worse.... W-what if I'm just overthinking things!?" I finally blurted out.

To be honest, it felt kinda relieving to finally get it off my chest...

"First of all, what are these thoughts have you been thinking about?" Angie asked breaking the silence. "N-no way if I told you you'd think I-I'm a creep!" I whined as I buried my head into my arms. "Hey, you can trust me! It's just between the two of us okay?" Angie smiled while holding my hand to comfort me. "Ugh fine.... Well t-they're about me and Tenko doing things like...you know-" "The devil's Tengo?" "NO!"

I sighed and looked away. "Stuff like w-wanting to be closer to her, wanting her to be around me all the time, wishing I can hold her hands and stuff...." I mumbled while trying to hide my flustered face. "Do you want me to tell you what I think?" Angie asked, all of a sudden becoming serious. I nodded my head in response.

"Am I sick!? That would explain why I get all sweaty and nervous when I'm around her- Yeah! Then all of this would be just one big misunderstan-"

"You like her!" My smile quickly disappeared. "L-like her?...." My heart dropped. "N-NO WAY!" I yelled while getting up from my seat. "Huh? What's wrong Himiko?" Angie said in a worried tone. "A-ALL OF THIS! There's no way I can like a girl...E-ESPECIALLY TENKO!" I quickly grabbed my bag and got up to leave. "But isn't this a good thing!? You finally-"
"J-just leave me alone..." I interrupted. I quickly left the cafeteria and ran straight to the bathroom.

I was upset but I didn't know why. "I d-do like being around Tenko, b-but not like that!" I washed my face and tried to clear my mind. "I should've just kept this to myself, I'm probably just overthinking things...." I sighed as I sat on bathroom floor. I was confused and stressed out about everything that had happened today.

I pulled my legs into my chest and hid my face. "I wish Tenko was here, she would make things better...."

It's officially been one year since this story came out! Well it was really a few days ago. Anyways, I never expected for over 9k people to read my dumb fanfic! I JUST WANNA SAY THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!! 💖 Concerning the next chapter, it might take a while for it to come out since now I have to focus on school again- But, minus all that, I hope you guys have an amazing day/night!

(Btw if there's any spelling mistakes please let me know! I'm writing this before I go to sleep-)