So the right room leads to his study world.
On the left we had a room full of plants, which was the cutest thing ever.
The second room on the right was a huge bathroom.
And the second room on the left was a small kitchen, leading to a gym room.And now after exploring all this.
He held the door open for the only door left.
The one at the end of the corridor.
My mouth dropped in "awe".Everything was so pretty and clean.
He laughed at my reaction.
I dropped myself onto the bed.
Stretching me completely out.
I took the whole bed for me.
He dropped our stuff at the other side of the room on a wooden desk.
I looked up at the ceiling.
I heard steps coming in my direction.I was in trance.
His smell all over the room.
His personal scent on the sheets.
I curled up In a ball and stumped my face into one of the green pillows.
I took a deep and loud breathe in.
His smell hitting me.
My senses calm and happy.
My own little drug.
I wrapped me into his jacket, which was still over my shoulders.I felt how the mattress went down behind me. He sat down beside me. On the right side of the bed.
I turned around.
The pillow still in my arms.
Snuggling onto it.
A warm smile spread on his lips."I love your scent. It calms me."
He nodded.
I closed my eyes tightly.
I never wanted this moment to end.
I felt so relaxed and comfortable.
I forgot what it feels like.
Pure calmness and happiness.He stood up and got my laptop out of my bag.
Opening it.
He took long steps towards his bed.
My eyes all over his well build body, he sat down.Namjoon:"Password?"
I smirked.
Playing with my fingers."KimNamjoonSucks"
He rolled his eyes and typed it in.
And to his surprise it unlocked her laptop for real.I moved closer to him.
Never letting go of the pillow.
My arm touched the side of his right tigh, as I bend forward.
Apparently trying to see what he is doing.
He was in my e-mails.
Comfortable with my touch, he didn't bothered.
He send his part to my laptop.
Downloading it and copying it on my Part.
I just sat there.
Half way over his lap.
I got tired.
He leaned against the end of the bed.
But I was holding myself up since 2hours now.
In an extremely uncomfortable position.
I was to tired to give a shit at this point.
The laptop was on another pillow onto his tigh.
I brought my pillow up, which I was still holding.
Brushing it over his face, as I aggressively stumped it inbetween him and the laptop.
Exactly on his private area and upper tigh.
He looked down to me.
I slipped under his blanket.
Putting my arms around his left leg.
My head on the pillow.Instead of tensed muscles I found myself on a squish of relaxed ones.
I turned my head.
Looking up at him.
His eyes met mine."What? I'm tired."
He took one of his hands from the laptop.
Brushing leftover hair from my face with his index finger.
A nearly invisible smile seen on his soft looking lips.My eyes stayed onto his lips.
So smooth and soft.Namjoon:"You can do whatever you want with me. All yours."
I took his hand from my face, which rested on one of my cheeks.
Bringing it up to my face.
Planting a soft kiss on the back of his hand.
Before I intervened them with mine."Whatever I want?"
I asked.
Looking at him with big eyes.
He nodded his head.
And before he could speak, I spoke."Kiss me on my lips."
I pointed on my lips.
He took now his other hand off the laptop.
Putting it beside him.
He bend down.
His hand sliding slowly around my waist, as he lifted me a bit up.
His nose touching mine.Namjoon:"Do you really wan-"
I cut him off.
Stumping my lips onto his.
Kissing him roughly and sloppy.
He tried to keep up.
Slowly finding the rhythmn.
His firm grip around my waist holding me up.
His arm muscles tensed.
My hands on each side of his face.
Our lips perfectly moving against each other.
The kiss became slower.
Slow and intense.
Waking up my deep desire to have him all to myself.
My left hand slowly went down.
Over his shoulder to his chest.
And from there to his abs.
I placed it on his waist.I slowly broke the kiss.
Trying to control myself.
Both of us tried to catch our breathes.
His forehead leaned onto mine.
The air mixing up Inbetween us.
I slowly sat up.
One leg on each side.
Sitting on him.
He threw his head back.
Leaning it on the wall behind him.
I put my hands on his chest.
Caressing over the silky fabric of his shirt.He broke the comfortable silence.
Resting his hands on my hips.
My hands slowly went down.
As I analyzed every part of his upper body.
I looked back up wrapping my arms slightly around his small waist.
My eyes meeting his.A dark shadow around them.
Namjoon:"Lets do it again..."
He said in a low tone.
I smiled.
Shaking my head."Before that. Namjoon..."
He hummed in response.
I leaned my forehead against his chest.
Playing with the hem of his shirt."What is this..."
He knew exactly what I meant.
He grabbed my chin, making me to look up at him.
I was nervous.
A awkward smile on my lips.Namjoon:"Well... I like you alot you know. You calm me. And you make me feel things again."
I hummed.
Looking up to him."I like you too. I like you alot."
He smiled.
Cupping my cheeks.
He pressed his lips against my forehead.
I grabbed into the fabric of his shirt.Namjoon:"I know. You wanna keep things private. I'm fine with that you know. Just be mine please."
Everything happend so fast.
I nodded silently at his request.And thats where the change began.