Ok, so for those of you who didn't realise, the trigger warnings in chapter one are for the entire story.
btw this is basically just a filled chapter
I can't go on for much longer. Every time I turn on my pc to stream with the people I love, chat destroys everything I do. I don't know why, why it's my chat, why I'm so hated, why I can't do anything right, why everyone hates me, why I can't tell people I like men, AND women, why they don't understand I'm still asexual, why no-one looks at me they way they used to, apart from Sapnap. He still checks on me like the others do, but loves me, doesn't do it just not to hurt my feelings.
He's sweet and everything, but I don't think he's enough to help me. I want to be helped, I want to live properly again, to smile and for it to feel welcome on my face, to laugh and for it to be real, but no.
I give up.
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Karlnap - Life isn't quite what I thought I'd be
Fanfiction"It's just I can't live without you, Karl. Every time I see you cry, something in me fades away." Despite the first chapter, this isn't a text story Note: There probably won't be any smut (*uNLess wE hIt 100 sUBs*) And to any Karl Jacobs haters, ple...
