Forgotten and Alone

A Broken Diamond

Your name is KARKAT VANTAS and you swear to god this has been the worst day of your life. First Terezi left you for some asshole then Kanaya become enthralled in taking care of her drunk girlfriend, but that's was all nothing. That is, until Gamzee began to forget you and replace you with Tavros. You two hadn't spoken for months by now, and it was starting to become a bit lonely. So, here you sat, in your respite block, sitting in your recouperacoon and wondering if anyone would miss you if you died. You doubt Gamzee would even notice, Terezi might be sad for a bit, but Strider would help her. Kanaya would be devastated, she might even turn to drinking just like Rose.

Could you bear the burden of death of cousing that kind of pain. Maybe. Then they would see the pain that they had caused you, maybe they would understand that you pushing then away was some fucked up way of asking for help. It would be easy too. Just get a little rope or a blade, or maybe even just slip into thebtoxic slime that banished nightmares, but never come up. That's it. That's what you were gonna do. As you started to slide down in the slime, there was a knock on your door that made you jump.

"WHO THE FUCK IS IT?"
"All Of Us. Well, Terezi, Gamzee, And I. Karkat, We're worried About You, You've Been In Your Room For Over Two Weeks Straight. Come Out Here So That We Can Speak With You."
"CoMe On KaRbRo, I rEaLlY mOtHeRfUcKiN mIsS you."
"COM3 ON K4RKL3S, PL34S3."
"IM IN MY RECOUOERACOON, SO FUCK OFF."

They didn't fuck off, instead they marched into your room and stood in front of you. You had forgotten about the other things you had in your room. The noose lying on your human bed. The blades that you could salvage from anywhere, lying on the edge of the recouperacoon. Their eyes widened as you slowly sunk back down into the slime once more, your hand bumping the blades, causing them to fall in with you. You could feel them tickle your skin, a hint of red showing in the lime green gunk. This would be it, it would all be over. I won't be a nuisance any more. It all began to fade..........