Chapter 1

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I could feel him. His warm hands on my waist. It was nice, but it didn't last long.

My body wouldn't accept the happiness i finally deserved.
I got a quick chill that made my body move over to the other side of the bed. I could just feel the disappointing energy in the room coming directly from Noah.

"I'm sorry..." I said with a low almost whispering voice. "I...I...didn't mean too"

"it's okay. Here" Noah said hugging me tight with his fluffy olive green duvet.

"I doesn't matter. Just tell me if you feel uncomfortable. I don't wanna make you feel that way, love"

I hid a happy smirk in the fluffy pillow.
"You know I like you... I promise I didn't do it on purpose. It was nice"

I was wondering what he was thinking. Thinking of me. The fact we did something we weren't allowed to, makes me know he loves me.

Even though I was next to the person I loved the most, I was still scared. I could really feel my anxiety kick in.

"What if they find out" I said desperately, scared to loose him. "What if we get fired. I have to go back to Denmark, and my dad is gonna be so disappointed in me."

I could hear Noah humming to himself on the other side of the bed.
"Noah, i don't wanna loose everything I've worked for my entire life"
I moved my face towards Noah. His dark brown curly hair made is face look very pale. I knew he didn't wanna talk about, it was easy to be seen.
He took his hand and and placed it on my thigh, and quietly cleared his throat.

"Y/n it's gonna be okay. And if they find out, and fire us, it's their loss. It would probably be everywhere on the news anyway, so directors will easy find their way to us"

He avoided the most important part of my question. I didn't say anything further, I know he wouldn't be able to answer anyway.

Noah moved closer to me.
Me and his face were only a few centimeters apart. He looked me straight in the eyes.
It felt nice. His eyes shined bright, brighter than the British weather would ever allow. I felt his warm skin against mine.
"Everything is gonna be okay, I promise" Noah said whispering into my left ear.

I looked back at him smiling. He smiled back with a soft smile.  I know I love him.
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